The Life of a Bartending Seminarian

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Thanks for trying

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Keep on moving - we're walking over here now....

pictures

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posting pictures here for the sake of my other blog only

Making the Transition

2007-06-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

Well, the time has come. The bags are being packed, the plane ticket is purchased, the goodbyes are being said. I am getting ready to start this new journey. On Sunday I leave for NYC, where I will be staying for three weeks of training. I will be living with the other Mission Interns (I believe there are 7 of us total) as well as the rising class of US2s. I am excited to get to be in NYC again, even if it is for such a short period. After training is complete (which, don't worry, there will still be updates!), I will be making my journey down to Florida, which includes stops in Nashville, Montgomery, and possibly even DC!! I'll have a few weeks in Florida to spend with my family, before heading out sometime in August for Hong Kong!! The placement is not 100% official yet, but pretty close. If something should change, I would of course, let you all know. I am very excited and scared and overwhelmed.

So, as I am making this major life transition, I am also preparing for a move in blogs. As Stephanie pointed out, I'm not longer a seminarian, nor a bartender - so I need a new title. A while back I had created a wordpress, but just never made the actual move over - but now is the perfect timing. So from now on, I will be processing thoughts, telling stories and seeking advice through my new bloghome....so come, Walk with me.

I will continue to still use this site strictly for pictures, so as not to bog down the new site.

8 Things you didn't know about me:

2007-06-11T22:02:00.000-07:00

Because I was tagged...

1. If I had to pick my favorite "quirk" about myself, it would be the freckle on my second to last toe on my right foot. I think its cute.

2. For the first time since I started babysitting when I was 13 years old, I don't have a job. Saturday was my last day at Roma's and I am not "official" with GBBM until June 24th. I get up, and I feel like I forgetting to do something.

3. Sometimes I wish that I wore glasses. I have always found men who wear glasses very sexy, and I think that glasses actually look good on me. They also make me feel more intelligent.

4. Fighting for social justice is my mission, I'm a very vocal advocate for fair trade (coffee, wages, etc.), I love earth tones and all things natural, but I will never, ever be a vegetarian - even though I feel like it would make more sense with the way I live the rest of my life. I can't help it, but I love a great steak!!

5. This weekend, I went through three cell phones. That makes my total up to six now in less than a year. I broke my first phone on Thanksgiving Day when I was dancing around my kitchen because I didn't screw up the turkey. So, if you called me in the last four or five days, I probably have no idea because one of the cell phones didn't have a working screen. Sorry.

6. I bought Hank a new dog bed last week. I let all the other dogs outside while I introduced Hank to his new, very fluffy bed. He loved it. But when the other dogs came in, they all wanted to sleep on Hank's bed too, and every day, it is a race to the bed when we call out "bedtime!" (It is actually really cute, if any of us say, "Time for bed," they all head for the good bed, and the others curl up around it.) The first night, Luke was serious about taking over the bed as he nosed Sanchez out. I was laughing, and telling Hank to take control of his bed back, "Just sit on Luke, that will make him move." And he did!! Hank sat on Luke's belly, but Luke still wouldn't get up. Very cute! I also realize that most of the time, I talk about my dogs like some people talk about their children.

7. In college, Michelle and I both diagnoised ourselves the Trichotillimania - a nervous habit where you pick your hair (I pick at my eyelashes.) I don't know why I do, I just do.

8. I have two friends, that I consider to be very good friends, women that I love dearly and have some wonderful memories with. They both have babies that I have never met. Sad. It is one of the hard parts about living so far from home. Allison, I will be in Florida in August and can't wait to meet Cody. Squatbean, I will be in Florida in August, wanna bring the Baby Bean to the beach?? Also, by the time I get back from Hong Kong, Asher will be walking and talking!! Crazy.

Its been an exciting month...

2007-05-31T18:39:00.000-07:00

From finals, to my family coming for a visit, graduation, the introduction of the parents and a VERY quick trip to Alabama to see baby Asher christened - it has certainly been a very busy month. It is scary how quickly everything is drawing to a close. I only have 8 working days left - which, as Stephanie pointed out, means I will have to change the title of my blog. Maybe I'll change it to, "The travels of a former bartending seminarian turned social justice missionary." Too much?

Graduation was wonderful. As odd as it sounds, it felt a bit like getting married (or what I would suppose that would feel like). There was family in from out of town, people had been talking about it for weeks, I got my hair done especially for the occassion (I actually wore it straight!!) and that actual ceremony, I got to march in to a special song, everyone stood, and it felt like all eyes were on me. Before the actual graduation ceremony, all the graduates were lined up in the "holding room," all in our disjointed lines, waiting for the minutes to pass so we could grab our fake diploma, smile, and sit down again. We were fussing over each others tassles and hoods when someone tugged on my very superhero like sleeve of my gown, "I think that man is trying to get your attention." Sure enough, I turn around, and there is my father, dancing a little gig in the window, trying to get my attention, my mom beside him with the camera, trying to take pictures through the glass. We laughed and waved, my mom went back to her seat and the graduates to our conversations. Lance was asking about my future plans, and as I was trying to tell him, out of the corner of my eye, I saw him again...this time, my dad was trying to pretend like he was going down a flight of stairs, only the wall on the window wasn't quite high enough. Silly dad.

<--the folks and I

Graduation itself seemed to fly by for me, though I know it probably drug on for my family and friends. After graduation, my family, Kris and his parents all went out to dinner together. Another exciting thing about the weekend was it was the first meeting of the parents! I have spent a lot of time with Kris' parents, and Kris met my family in bulk back in Feburary. This though, was the first time the two sets would meet one another. The meeting could not have gone better. Our dads got along well, telling their corny jokes and stories, while our moms kept the details of their stories straight and took countless pictures. It was fun to have everyone there, celebrating and enjoying getting to know one another.

<---Kris and his parents

Last weekend, I made certain I had a little time off from work, and Saturday after work, I loaded up in my trusty little Camry and hauled it down to Alabama. Sweet Baby Asher was being Christened this weekend, and there was no way I was going to miss this special day! Especially knowing that I am going to be missing so much in the next year and a half! Even though I didn't have NEARLY enough time there, getting to visit with Stephanie and Brian, Laura and Nick, Jade, Mikkee, Carrie and all the family, was great. Asher is the most content, precious baby in the world (no kidding!) I only wish I could have stayed longer.

<--- Yay!!

Now I am back in KENtucky, enjoying the heat and lazy afternoons. I am currently reading Marley and Me - a pure for-fun book about a family and the world's best worst dog. (There are parts that literally have me laughing out loud - if you are looking for something light and humourous, and you love dogs, this your book!) In just a little over a week, I will no longer be a Tony Roma's Ranger - next Saturday is my last day. If you are in town, come on in Saturday night and watch the finanle show as I "light things up" on my way out. *wink*

<----That's my street

A surreal feeling...

2007-05-15T10:47:00.000-07:00

I just turned in my last final...ever. It is my final final. Wow. I am officially done with school. Forever? On Saturday I will walk across the stage and accept my last degree (maybe - at least for a long time.) Am I really ready to adjust to live as a non-student?

photo: David Brooks

Secret Shows

2007-05-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

Last night I had the amazing opportunity to get in on a last-minute, somewhat-secret show. The Dame downtown is a local bar/music venue that I love! It is pretty old and small, and a lot of no-names play there, but it is a great place to catch local artists and the occasional passing through "big-wig." Years ago I got to see Phil Keggay - which was fabulous! Well, two nights ago, I got a phone call from Jan, "So, you HAVE to get off work Wednesday night! The group that was supposed to play at the Dame cancelled, and the fill-in band is Sandra McCracken and Derek Webb!" Because it was such a last minute show, this bar, that is normally packed when great names like theirs come through, carried only the typical Wednesday crowd, with a handful of priviliged fans.

As Jan and I were walking up the side street to The Dame, we walked past the local gay bar, Mia's, and sitting one of the sidewalk tables, enjoying dinner, was none other than Derek and Sandra!! By the way, Sandra is beatiful! We get into the The Dame, and the floor is open and there are still seats at the bar, so we grabbed a stool and stood mezmorized as a 8-month pregnant Sandra and her hubby Derek took the stage and captured our breath for the next hour with their powerful duets and soulful lyrics.

How have I never been such a Sandra fan before?! I knew that she existed, and I had heard clips of her music in Stephanie's car, but now, I'm pretty sure I'm addicted. I got three of her cds last night (hey, making up for lost time!)

Last night was a great treat!

Coming to a close

2007-04-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

As the semseter is quickly drawing to an end (do I hear a shriek of panic for the students?), and as my time at Asbury is coming to a close - I realize that there are other things in my life that are becoming final - not just papers and degrees. Who I am as a person, is about to shift. For nearly 21 years, I have been known mostly as a student. I have attended classes, sometimes only in body; I have listened, or half-listened, to lectures; I have written more papers than my carpel-tunnel-developing fingers care to remember; I have sat in discussion groups, given presentations, asked questions, disagreed with the experts, been proven wrong, been proven right, been proven that I don't know much of anything, defend my theology, revamped my theology, cried from exhuastion, threatened to quit, studied to the wee hours of the morning, and then started a whole new semester. In three weeks, I will walk across a stage with colorful flags, wearing a black robe with added flare from my last black robe experience. On my head will be the typical squared hat with the tassle that I can't remember which side to keep it on when. I will walk across that stage, shake the hand of a man I have only met once, and recieve the precious folder, doning the ATS logo, which is supposed to contain the crowning achievement of all my hard work - yet actually contains a notecard that reads, "Your diploma will be sent to your home in 4-6 weeks...assuming you actually pass your last class." After a prayer and a formal send off from the ATS administration, I will walk outside, blink hard into the blazing sun, and smile for pictures with my family, seek out friends anxious to rid of the hat that is smothering their freshly cut hair, and answer the "so where are you going next?" question 57 1/2 times (the 1/2 will be the person who asks, but gets distracted when they see a professor that they "have been meaning to talk to...I'll be right back!")

So, graduation will come and go. My time on the campus of Asbury will be done. And so will my identity as a student. And what will I have to show for it, other than a tassle and a piece of paper? I am getting ready to embark on a new journey, one that is wholly unfamiliar to me. I don't know what it is like to experience something, and then not go home and compare it to three other authors and then write a 15 page paper about what I just experienced. (complete with footnotes, proper citations and a bibliography) Am I ready for life, no longer as a student, but as a professional? And really, a professional what? Missionary? Traveler? Helper? Christian?

Though I know where my next line of employment is coming from, I don't really know what to expect next. I am not quite sure how I will handle life beyond the classroom. But I am ready to find out....

Big News!!!

2007-04-09T14:25:00.000-07:00

I got a job!!! As of today I accepted a position with the General Board of Global Ministries as a Mission Intern.

I graduate May 19th - and I start my training for the mission position in NYC mid-June and then I will be sent for my overseas placement the end of August!! I do not yet know where my international placement will be, but as soon as I know I will post here to share with everyone!! I am super excited about the next steps the Lord has set before me, and would ask for your prayers as I am preparing for the next few months. I have been educationally preparing for the last four years and spiritually preparing for many more years than that to be used for God's mission and am pleased that He has called me to work with the Methodist Church in Social Justice mission.

Thank you for all your prayers the last few months - they have meant so much to me. Can't wait to start sharing stories from somewhere overseas!!

Back again

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I finally made it to NYC for the interview weekend - things have been going well so far. I got to spend the afternoon walking around my old neighborhood...I saw Bob Saget...very fun.

Just popping in to ask for lots of prayer tomorrow - it is going to be a long day of discernment meetings, formal interviews and pyschological testings. Whew. So, if you think about it, keep me and my frame of mind and peace of heart in your prayers tomorrow.

Thanks!!

Just a fun link

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Nothing deep or profound - just a cool, European commerical. It takes awhile to download, but I think its worth it. Enjoy and happy Tuesday. :)

My weekend....

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This was me on Friday. I never made it to New York, instead I spent 12 hours in airports. I arrived at the Lexington Airport at 8am on Friday, and my flight left for Charlotte at 9:30, where I was to catch my connecting flight to New York, along with another interviewee, Abby. I got to Charlotte with a 25 minute layover, raced through three terminals to board my plane just in time, only to sit on the turmack for an hour. The flight was full, and there were reports of bad weather in NYC, so the plane had taken on 800 extra gallons of fuel in case they had to circle the airport. But, with the full load of passengers and the extra fuel, we were too heavy to take off!! So, we sat on the ground for half and hour and burned off the extra fuel. As we started out towards the runway, the pilot came over the intercom with bad news, "Sorry folks, all flights into New York have been cancelled due to the weather." So we turned around and got off the plane. Abby and I grabbed our bags from downstairs, and then went up to check on other flights heading out. All flights into New York, Philly and Boston were cancelled. Can you imagine the chaos?! So, I called Lauren, the lady in charge of the interview weekend, and filled her in, and then went to check on getting a flight home. FOUR HOURS of standing in line waiting for a rebooking, I was given a flight back home, and landed in Lexington at 8:25pm. Twelve hours later, and I ended up right where I started. It was a long, frustrating, disappointing day. I got home and crashed and slept through most of Saturday. My interview weekend is being rescheduled, probably for the 30th.

Heading North

2007-03-13T13:38:00.000-07:00

While all my friends here are preparing for spring break trips to Florida, Mexico and Puerto Rico (so jealous), I am preparing for something that seems very grown up to me. I am flying to NYC for the weekend, for an interview!! That's right, I got called to be part of an interview weekend for the Mission Intern position. I am really excited, and slightly nervous. I am having to make some big decisions coming up, and it all seems very weird. Soon I am going to be leaving something safe and comfortable for the unknown. I guess we will find out if I am ready!!

Anyway, just wanted to update everyone on what is going on. Be praying for me this weekend!! And I will let you know how it went when I get back on Monday!

"Jesus drank wine because he didn't have Dewars"

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Please tell me that this disturbs someone else....

Happy Birthday Bean!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SQUATBEAN!!!

MISS YOU

LOVE YOU

Hope you had a wonderful day!!

New Music

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Have any of you heard of Regina Spector? If not, you should check her out - not too shabby. There is a new girl in my small group, and we bonded over "chick-music" - Regina is some of the music she's been introducing me to. I am so excited to have that new music connection again. That is something I miss about being around Steph, Mary and Val. Also, my very-gay-hairdresser Doug told me that at 8pm on Friday nights on NPR there is a program called Ladies Night Out - it plays stuff like Lucinda Williams (another new one to me!) and our beloved Patty. I am of course always working on Fridays, but if you get a chance, someone should check it out and let me know how it is! :)

Februray

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This month has been busy with the start of my last semester of classes (wahoo!), filling out job applications, working, traveling to be with family, hosting a baby shower, and changing my wardrobe to match this crazy weather!! Saturday was 11 degrees and we had almost 4 inches of snow! Monday? 60 degrees. Sigh.

This month I also got the awesome opportunity to go see a Cats basketball game - courtside!! It was incredible.

I am incredibly excited to be heading into my last semester, but am also pretty nervous with graduation looming around the corner. What is next? Am I really that prepared? Where am I going to store all of my stuff? I will be sure to keep everyone updated on the job front.

Till then, here are a few pictures to keep your smiling...

<---Carrie's baby shower

(she's the one to my right)

<---Arrghhh - the only thing scarier than that pirate is my lack of makeup!!

<----Go Big Blue!! :)

<------Kris in front of the only 4-headed palm tree in the world

<----My street covered in snow

Yay for the 6th of Feburary!!

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Why are we celebrating the 6th of Feburary? Well, I am sure it is someone's birthday, because it seems that everyone's birthday falls in Feb. But I can't think for the life of me who it is, so we are bypassing the birthday greetings to announce:

Patty Griffin's new cd FINALLY arrived today!! And after a few hours, I am already in love. From the first note, I was entranced. This cd is familiar, new and comforting, all at the same time. If you haven't yet, pack up your babies, laptops, and dogs and head to the store, because you are going to WANT this cd!! :)

In other news, Lexington is expecting 2-6 inches of snow today. Its been snowing all week, and when I woke up for my first day of class this morning, it was only 1 degree outside. Yikes!!!

Time to cuddle under my blanket with a school book and Patty!

This one's for the Bean

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I was the coolest chick out that night with my very fashionable European sweater!! Thanks Bean!!

Just checking in

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Nothing much to report - just working a lot lately. Thought I'd share a few pictures from the holidays - enjoy.

I got to meet Asher Paul!!

I got to spend Christmas with my cousin Ellen

Tony Roma's Christmas Party

(Jeff's book it titled, "How to Succeed with Women")

Kris and I at the Christmas Party

I love my dad

More pictures to come soon....

Stephanie is having a baby!!!!

2006-12-19T08:01:00.000-08:00

STEPHANIE IS HAVING A BABY!!! And not just in the, "awww, yay, she's pregnant" way - but literally, right now, HAVING A BABY!!!!!! Be praying everyone. Asher Paul - we cannot WAIT to meet you!! YAY!!!!!!

2006-12-06T10:30:00.000-08:00

Wow, so when God speaks, there is POWER!! And today I have seen Him moving through history, in silence and with strength! I just finished reading a book for class called Back to Jerusalem which is about the Chinese Christian movement that came out of the underground church and seeks to take the Christian message back to its origin, Jerusalem. I read stories that gave me chills about how powerful God is, when when the outside world has no idea what is going on!! For thirty years we heard nothing about the underground church, and now, that the iron gates have been opened in China, God's faithfulness is spilling out!! Its oozing over every part of China, seeping into the surrounding areas!

The Lord revealed a POWERFUL verse to me, that had me weeping today:

If the Good News we preach is hidden behind a veil, it is hidden only from people who are perishing. Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God. You see, we don’t go around preaching about ourselves. We preach that Jesus Christ is Lord, and we ourselves are your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who said, “Let there be light in the darkness,” has made this light shine in our hearts so we could know the glory of God that is seen in the face of Jesus Christ. We now have this light shining in our hearts, but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure. This makes it clear that our great power is from God, not from ourselves. ~ 2 Corinthians 4:3-7

WE are those precious vessels!! The Lord is choosing to work with dirty, messy, unpredictable clay, and mold us into something WORTHY enough to carry His AMAZING message. Holy cow. I just cannot stop weeping at His faithfulness, His unique works and the fact that He wants to use me. Me!? Dirty, scruffy, unpredictable me?

Here I sit, tears in my eyes, sweating, shaking, moved. There is power in history, power in Scripture, power in the Spirit that is moving me to follow His lead. Wow.

I'm Thankful for:

2006-11-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

We have been talking in my LifeGroup about the amazing ways that God works. My pastor gave this image of God putting things in our left hand things that we have entrusted to Him and He had done for us. Miracles if you will. In our right hands we are holding things that we are yet to turn over to Him, yet to release our hold on. But we are called to live in the light of the left hand, the amazing works God has done, trusting that we can move the things from our right hand to our left and He will be faithful. Sometimes it is fun to see the ways that He accomplishes the things we didn't even know were possible. So, in recognition of the season, here are just a few of the things in my left hand from this year so far. Some are HUGE and some may seem trivial, but it just shows how much God loves to love us.

*Financial provision for the most expensive semester yet
*Not ever getting lost on the subway in NYC
*God providing companionship and comfort in the lonely times this summer
*Being released from being the one friends depend on in an unhealthy manner
*Kris coming to church
*Getting to see my Grandmother again
*Finally relating to my sister in a way that is not judgemental or overprotective
*Entering into a community that helps me to grow
*Giving up my banner of Independence for dependence on Christ
*Convincing my roommate that Christmas lights go up AFTER Thanksgiving
*Stephanie is having a baby!
*Teaching Hank and Abbey to shake at the same time
*Thanksgiving dinner going off without a hitch

Fungus

2006-11-16T10:58:00.000-08:00

Memories of a Calling

2006-11-07T19:19:00.000-08:00

So, two different topics have been very prevelant the last couple of weeks. They seem to keep popping up everywhere. The first is Calling. We talk about a lot in my classes, which makes sense considering I am in seminary. But issues and aspects of my calling have also come into play within conversations in my small group, as well as individual meetings I have had with my life group leader. It is fun and painful all at the same time to take a step back and look at the forming of my call. There have been situations in my life, tragic situations, that have molded me, shaped my leadership abilities and defined how I face reality. There have also been wonderful experiences, trips overseas, amazing conversations, when I have felt the Hand of God leading to a particular area.

The other thing that has been on the forefront lately is my grandmother. She is very ill right now. I am actually going home on Friday to be with family and gather around her, as a time to formally say goodbye. I am so very grateful for this time, and for the support of family. I know that no matter when she passes, this weekend will be precious. As is natural when you lose, or are losing, someone you love, memories come out of nowhere. And I have such amazing memories of my grandmother. She has traveled all around the world, raised four children, spoiled ten grandchildren and four great-children, held random jobs that one would never expect from their grandmother (really - an lingerie model!?) And to boot, she is a story-teller. As much as each member of the family rolls their eyes at having to listen to the same story for the ten millionth time, the stories of her and Brother, of times in the War, of her travels, are ingrained in us now.

So, to honor her, I want to share a story. About how my grandmother has shaped my Call. I was probably 13 or 14 years old, not old enough to drive, but old enough to hold an opinion. Our church had just recieved its first female pastor, Louie. There was an obvious buzz about the church, "Was this right? Was this holy? What exactly did a woman pastor DO anyway?" One afternoon my grandmother had come to pick me up and take me to church. It was a rare time when it was just she and I together, and I loved the conversations we would share. But as I got in the car that day, I didn't expect the question she would throw at me that would rattle my very foundation. "So, what do you think of Pastor Louie?" I calmly replied with oblivious determination, "I think its wrong. I don't think women should be leaders in the Church." Well, this launched my grandmother into revealing Biblical Truths about how women were not only worthy to be in ministry, but were MADE for it. She questioned my foundations, and I couldn't be more grateful. They were built upon shakey foundations of limited experience, not Biblical reasoning. I realized that I didn't think women should be ordained because I had never been under that type of leadership, and the only voices I heard growing up where that was the way it should be. But when Louie came, the voices changed. I am proud to say that my church entered into this time with earnest prayer and open minds and hearts, and the result was a welcoming of a wonderful pastor, who happened to be a woman. Over her years ministering in our church, Louie was a huge gift in the life of my grandmother. When my grandfather got sick, and he had to recieve special care, and all the focus was on him, Louie was there alongside my grandmother, caring for her. When my gradfather passed, Louie was among the first to gather with my family, praying over and with us. I am so thankful to my grandmother for opening my eyes to a new possibility. Her wisdom and her discernment was something that was passed down. Because of her helping me in my faith, those moments in the car served as an ushering in of the beginning of my Call into ministry.

Babies and showers

2006-10-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

The weekend in Nashville was amazing. It was wonderful to be in a place with people I don't get to spend quality time with often, just relaxing and talking. About half way through my drive down I had the sinking suspicion that I had forgotten something. I thought to myself, "Toothbrush? Check. Socks? Check. Pillow? Check. School books.....doh!!" And then I felt this sudden release of tension. It was such a liberating feeling to be going away for a WHOLE TWO DAYS without any school work hanging over my head!!! It really set the mood of my heart for the weekend.

The shower was beautiful. The food was awesome. The stories were funny. It really is amazing to see how early our personalities develop! Even from the moment of birth. It makes me really excited to begin to learn what Asher will be like!!

The rest of the weekend was so relaxing. Mikkee, Stephanie and I went to dinner and a movie - something I haven't done on any night, much less a Saturday night!, in a LONG time!! I just love spending time with those girls!!

So, all that to say it was a fantastic weekend. A much needed break from life to remember what and who are important. Thanks!! :)

Bogged down

2006-10-16T11:00:00.000-07:00

Coming off a summer of frequent updates, I know the lack of posting lately leaves you all wondering, "Where is Liz and why is she withholding her exciting updates from us? What have we done to deserve such silence?" Well, rest easy my dear friends, it is nothing you have done. Rather, it is the fault soley of the pile of books and stress of papers, midterms, service projects, team projects and crazy work hours that has kept me from you. Know that I am alive, though not always well. I am, however, looking forward to a much needed reprive this weekend to Nashville to see my very pregnant friend Stephanie and hopefully a few others! (Mechelle? Val??)

Things to be praying for:
School: This year the school has decided to not set an actual time for midterms, so the professors get to make up a week for midterms - which means I have TWO FULL WEEKS of midterms (starting today). Let me tell you how 4 papers in one week is hard enough - add to that a Church History midterm and research paper and I want to die!!
Also with school - the institution is going through a leadership crisis right now. There are certain members of the board who wish to see our wonderful President resign. President Greenway has FULL support of staff, students and alumni, but these particular members of the board are very powerful and we are fearful that harmful and spiteful decisions will tear the fibers of our leadership. Please be praying HARD for wisdom, discernment, a breaking of pride and restoration for the seminary.

Work: While I always work a ton of hours, doing so this semester has proved to be even more of a strain due to the increased work-load at school (I am taking double the load this semester that I have previously). I love my job, it is just a little stressful right now. We had two of our bartenders turn in their two-weeks notice this week, which will leave on average 5 shifts a week that need picked up - so I will either be working a lot more, or will be training someone else soon. So please be praying that either I can handle the load, or the right person comes into position.

Kris: Things are really good. He is a very patient man as I am frantic half the time between work and school. Continue to pray for wisdom and openness in our relationship. We are looking at a hard time coming up in the summer - so pray also that we will both be ready for the decisions and moves that need to be made.

Future: I am applying for an internship with GBGM (the part of the Methodist church I worked with this summer) for a mission's position. If I am accepted, it would send me overseas in August! I am super excited and incredibly nervous. The thought of graduation and holding a real job and moving so far away to do what the Lord has been preparing in me for so long is frightening. So pray for soothing of apprehensions and peace as I follow His lead.

A September update through pictures

2006-10-04T09:17:00.000-07:00

with little time for actual updating, here are a few pictures to catch you up on last month....

I celebrated my birthday with old friends (Beau)

And new (Elizabeth)

All my wonderful friends chipped in to buy me the worlds most awesome mixer for my birthday!!!

My boys all wore tuxes!

Kyle got married

We crossed two new state lines (Wisconsin and Minnesota)

There was cheese...lots of cheese!

Bowling with my life group girls

And a very strange flower growing in my backyard

Listening to your elders

2006-09-27T15:15:00.000-07:00

I was talking to my Mammo on the phone today. She is 85. She still lives by herself, but is getting to where she needs a lot of help. Her mind is starting to go. In our 15 minute phone conversation she asked me 6 times where I was. But she could remember details of the house she lived in while in Connecticut nearly 30 years ago. As we were getting off the phone, she gave me a piece of advice, that, no matter how cheesy, I have to appreciate. "Make every day a good day. Enjoy the memories you are making now. One day, it isn't going to be a good day. But when you have those bad days, you are able to call on those memories for the good days. So, make today a good day, and tomorrow too sweetie. And I hope you have more good days than bad days."

Time are tough right now. I know everyone has such busy lives, between work, school, family, etc. Right now I am so bogged down between working and going to school (both full time) that sometimes I forget to unload the dishwasher or buy toothpaste. My stress level is probably at its highest. But talking to Mammo today made me realize, she's right. These are good days. I need to enjoy them, and store them away for when times are tough(er). I may be stressed, worn out, financially strained; but Autumn is approaching, I have two puppies who greet me like I'm their queen every day, a boy who brings me flowers and friends who call to check in. Days may be tough and long, but they are good. So, today is a good day for me. It is a good day.

Numbers

2006-09-18T21:38:00.000-07:00

18: Number of books that I bought for class this semster (not including the ones I already owned or did not buy)
4: Number of classes I am taking (double the load I have been taking for the last two years
7: Number of shifts I still work a week (ridiculous!)
1,611.84: Number of miles traveled this past weekend
28: Total number of hours spent in the car in a matter of 3 1/2 days!
5: Total number of people traveling together in our rented white mini-van
2: Number of people in that van who actually drove any of the 28 hours or 1,611.84 miles
14: Number of chesse curds I consumed this weekend
84: Number of times I wished I knew Spanish so I could communicate with Judy (one of the five traveling buddies)
2: Number of hyper dogs who act like they never get any attention (but they are still so cute, even when they are bad)
5: Average number of hours of sleep I get a night these days
25: Number of years old I turned last week
6: Number of months I have been with this wonderful man (that is a huge accomplishment for me!)

2006-09-08T12:39:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. Sorry for the lack in blogging. My computer has been sickly, and I just got it back yesterday! This week I started back to class, and am still working a ton. Classes are shaping up to be incredibly time consuming. I am taking twice the load I have for the past two years, in hopes of FINALLY graduating in May!! So be praying for me this semester as I learn to balance a few more spinning plates.

Work is going fine. It is busy, and I am still working a ton of shifts. Its almost like I never left. :)

Kris and I are doing great. Between our super busy schedules we manage to find some time nearly every day to at least see each other. A few weeks ago we took a day off together and went to the Maker's Mark Distillery. It was a whole barrell full of fun! (sorry, bad pun...good burbon!) It really was fascinating to see the whole process. We got to dip our own bottles and they gave us chocolate! (No free samples of the actual burbon though - that is reserved strictly for the VIP tours)

Kris and I dipping our very own Maker's bottles!

I am traveling to a new state next week. I am heading to The Land of Chesses (otherwise known as Wisconsin). I am actually pretty excited. Even though the drive will be long, and I forsee having to drive myself most of the way (as the boys, aka Nathan, Ricco and Kris, will probably sleep most of the way), I am excited about crossing another state off my list, and spending a little quality time with some quality chesses!! My buddy Kyle is getting married, and all of my boys are ushers. It should be a fun weekend. Look for pictures to follow soon!

Well, that is the quick update for now. Be checking in both here and my other site for topics that run a little deeper.
Peace.

Everyone's got one

2006-08-23T08:59:00.000-07:00

Adam has a Pro-Polygamy Rally, Valerie has Fritos and Monkey Biscuts, and Shannah, even though she doesn't have a blog, has hippies named Jade (the mom) and Lavender (the dad) giving birth in a field and biting off umbilical cords. (gross) So, here is my most recent fun work story - hope it measures up:

Friday night I was working a large party, a wedding rehersal dinner. (yes, let's please celebrate marriage in the true redneck fashion at Tony Roma's!) I had one kid at my table, well, I call him a kid, he was probably 18 or 19. Every time I came up to him, to drop off a drink, take an order, etc., he would profess his undying love for me.

Kid: "I love you"
Me: "Um, ok."
Kid: "No really, I am in love with you."
Me: "You don't even know my name."
Kid: "It's Liz. Liz, I love you."
Me: "Right. Would you like another Pepsi?"

It was never said in a creepy-stalker kind of way. More of the sad puppy-dog eyed way. Towards the end of the night, I came up to remove his plate.

Kid: "You know I love you."
Me: "That's what I hear."
Kid: "I made this for you."
Me: (recieving the paper airplane he obviously worked so hard on) "Um, thanks."

Homework

2006-08-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

Ok Nick - fail me if you will, but just haven't found time to sit down and think out ten songs that I would want to listen to over and over, forever. That is too hard. So I am changing the subject. Instead, there are roughly 15 people who read this blog regularly, so I want YOU to each pick a song for ME! Then, when all the votes are in, I'll condense if necessary and give you the final product. This is more fun! ;)

Home again

2006-08-14T16:24:00.000-07:00

Well...I am finally back home! It took me nearly two weeks to get from New York to Kentucky, but it was so worth it to be able to fall back into my own bed.

My trip to SlapOut was wonderful. I have been craving time with the Gates for SO long!

<----Stephanie, Asher Paul and I :)

Our last few visits have been short, one of always on the way to somewhere else. So it was great for my purpose to be spending time with Stephanie. We had a great few days together, with ice cream, good BBQ, good friends (and new friends...HI LAURA!!) and a much needed morning on the river!! Stephanie and I even managed to find time for one of our famous walks on SlapOut's famous walking track!! Good times. Thanks Stephanie and Brian for welcoming me in and for all the great conversation!!!

<-----The river we went down!

After Alabama it was off (incredibly early in the morning) to Atlanta. For those of you who didn't know, Kris' dad was in the ICU - so I went to go be with him and his family. I was there Wednesday through Saturday (which is why I didn't make it through Birmingham and Nashville - sorry to everyone that I missed on I65!!) I am glad to say that the report Kris got today was great - his dad is talking and able to move around, and they are hoping he will be moving into rehabiliation soon. Thanks for all the prayers!!!

Kris had flown into Atlanta, so he rode back with me to Kentucky, and we took a long detour into Knoxville so he could show me where he used to live and work. We ate at this great restaurant called Aubery's where Kris is still a legand (which made for a free meal for us!!) It was fun to get to meet some of his old friends. We ended up not getting back into Lexington until after 1am, and after dropping him off at his house, and unloading my car, it was nearly 3am before I fell into bed.

I start back to work tomorrow and I am really excited about getting back into the swing of things and making a little cash!! I have had a nice two days off to recover, unpack, clean my little house (which was a HORRID WRECK after three boys living in it all summer!!) and play with my sweet pups! School will be starting back in a few weeks, and I am anxious to get back, because this is the beginning of my LAST year!! Yay!! (hopefully!)

Florida

2006-08-06T11:22:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the posting delay. Wednesday I said my final goodbyes to NYC as I climbed into the fancy car that had been called for my departure. (I'm not talking yellow taxi here, think black town car and a driver with a tie!) If you gotta go, might as well go in style! I flew in to Pensacola, where my dad picked me up.

This weekend family was flying and driving in from Albania, Texas, Vermont, Orlando and Atlanta to celebrate the marriage of my cousin Ben to Kara. We were all there when they were engaged at Christmas, and it was great to come back together for their wedding! So my weekend was full of dressing up, eating and cleaning up.

The wedding was beautiful, and it really made me appreciate what a wonderful family I have. I was sitting in awe at lunch yesterday, in my grandfather's kitchen, where we have gathered so many times before, listening to the intelligent conversation flowing around me. All of the cousins are grown up now; working on master's, opening new companies, buying homes, having babies. I listened as Robert and Mary Grace argued about the importance of Globalization and as my father and MG debated the many sides of democracy. It was far cry from the conversations of school plays and forts in the woods from our childhood. I am just so blessed to have grown up with these cousins who are both family and friend.

I head out tomorrow for SLAPOUT, Alabama. (Tripp made the comment that it is pretty ironic that I am going from New York City, to Slapout. I agree) And I couldn't be more excited to see Stephanie, Brian, and hopefully Nick and Laura!! Then, it is off to Atlanta for a couple days, then FINALLY back in Kentucky on Friday!! The rest of this month includes a little more traveling, to Lake J and then to Memphis. So be praying for safe travels, and watch out...you never know, I might end up on your door step!!! :)

My last NYC picture share

2006-08-01T06:17:00.000-07:00

<----- Where we went Friday night for my first poety Slam!

<----Margaret, Valerie, EMily and I waiting for Harris to win it all...which he did!!

<-----The Sunday Commissioning Service at Christ Church, complete with bishops and a random Chandler student for good luck

<----Margaret and I (and silly Adam)

<----Me and Emily

<---The great poet himself, Harris, the newly commissioned

<----Church I walked around yesterday, Catherdral of St. John the Divine

<----Very random, but very cool, statue outside the Cathedral, done by artists who had attended the cathedral's school.

<---Half of the outside of the Cathderal (no matter how far back I stood, I couldn't get it all!!)

Saying Goodbye

2006-07-31T09:27:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is my last full day here. At 8:30am Wednesday morning Skyline Car Service will be at my door to help me and my ridiculous amount of luggage to LaGuardia Airport. I will be leaving one extreme heat for another (actually, Weather.com predicts it to be 7 degrees HOTTER in NYC than in Panama City! That is insane!!) I am excited about getting to spend some time in Florida with my family. My cousin Ben is getting married this weekend, and family is coming in from literally all around the world. And after Florida, I am going to get to spend a few wonderful days in Slap-Out before returning to Kentucky. I can't wait to see Stephanie and Brian - I hope you guys have your walking shoes ready - because after a summer of walking every where, I have grown accustomed to the walk-n-talk! :) And I know arriving back in Kentucky will be great for many reasons: I will once again have a PAYING job!, I get to see my puppies (whom I have missed maybe more than anyone else!!), I get to sleep in MY bed, and I get to see Kris!

But before all of that can happen, I have to say goodbye to New York. This weekend I spent with the US2s, who have become such dear friends in such a short time! There was ice cream, street fairs, a riviting game of Trival Pursuit, a poetry Slam and a time of dedication. Yesterday I went to Christ Church to watch everyone be commissioned into Mission Service within the Methodist Church. It was a solomon and humbling moment as a cross was placed on each person's neck, and prayers were said over them. They are getting ready to embark on the journey of their life, and I am so excited for them. Going every where from Detroit to Atlanta to southern California to Fargo (yes, the middle of nowhere USA), they will be participting in community building, acts of social justice, and showing the love and grace of God through their gifts in all circumstances. I can't wait to hear their stories!!

Last night, Emily was the first to leave. Most everyone else is heading out today, while I am at work. For those of you I missed saying goodbye to...you are awesome and I appreciate your friendship these last few weeks more than you will ever know. You are each a blessing and I can't wait to hear from you soon!

I am not only having to say goodbye to people, but to places and things I have become use to. I enjoy my walks, the people-watching on the subway, running along the Hudson River, seeing the Empire State Building from my window, $1 hotdogs on the street corner, any type of dining cuisine you could imagine within walking distance (did I mention before that there are 6,310 restaurants within 5 miles of where I live!?!), and the music of the city. I will not miss the traffic, the honking horns at all hours, the heat that swelters off the pavement and is captured between the buildings, the shoving on the train (I got caught in the door on Saturday...I now have a nice little bruise on my arm from people trying to make room in a too-crowded train!) or having to watch sad dogs taking daily walks on nothing but sidewalk instead of enjoying some place green. But all of this, rolled into one, is what I have called home for the last six weeks. It has been an experience, a time of growing, of learning, and of dependence on God. I am so thankful to the General Board for this opportunity, and to the friends and family who have supported me through prayers, and emails and phone calls of encouragement.

So....Goodbye New York City. You were a great place to visit....don't know if I would ever live here, but thanks for the memories!!!

Everyone else is doing it....

2006-07-29T14:39:00.000-07:00

1. FIRST NAME? Elizabeth
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, my mom and I think some random great-aunt
3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? A few days ago
4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Sometimes
5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT? Turkey!!
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I think I probably would....I mean, what's not to love!? =)
7. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Yes, a couple
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Yes.
~~~what happened to number 9?~~~~~
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Plain Cheerios
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Not usually
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? I think that if I can single handly lift a keg, that classifies me as strong!
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Mint chocolate chip and my latest discovery - Fluffernut!! yummmm
14. SHOE SIZE? 9
15. RED OR PINK? Red
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? I worry too much, and sometimes this effects my decisions (I don't do something because I worry it will turn out bad, so I miss out on great opportunities)
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? It is really a toss up between Kris (my very hairy boyfriend) and Hank (my very hairy puppy)
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? Sure. Why not.
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Green kaki shorts and no shoes
20. LAST THING YOU ATE? a cookie
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The sounds of Bleeker St. (the street right off of mine)
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? without a doubt green!!
23. FAVORITE SMELL? mint and fresh fruit
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Kris
25. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO? their hair
26. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Well, no one really sent this to me, but I love all the people that posted it!! =)
27. FAVORITE DRINK? Coffee!
28. FAVORITE SPORT? To watch? Football. For me? Running
29. EYE COLOR? Dark blue
30. HAT SIZE? I look stupid in hats
31. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nope
32. FAVORITE FOOD? Cheese!!
33. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING? scary movie
34. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? White tank top.
35. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer.
36. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs from most everyone else, but kisses from one particular person *wink*
37. FAVORITE DESSERT? Hot apple pie with ice cream!!!
38. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND: I think I am kind of last on the list
39. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND: See above
40. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? I am inbetween books right now. I started this one called Four Mothers, but I gave it away because it wasnt really my style
41.WHATS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? mine at home has frogs, the one here is bright colors with the Methodist logo and its says United Methodist Women
42. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV? I didnt watch TV last night, I went to my first SLAM!!
43. FAVORITE SOUNDS? children giggling, when someone is playing guitar but they dont know you are listening
44. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES? Beatles of course
45. THE FURTHEST YOU’VE BEEN FROM HOME? Uganda, East Africa
46. WHAT’S YOUR SPECIAL TALENT? Just being me (it takes a lot of work!!) seriously? probably hospitality
47. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Panama City, Florida
48. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? I saw it on Valerie, Laura and Heather's blogs...

Pictures from the Park

2006-07-28T06:23:00.000-07:00

<---- Summer Stage, Central Park. We could hear everything but couldn't see much. But I guess you can't ask too much for a free concert!

<----Margaret and Valerie in the sea of woodchips!

<----Tyler and I staking a claim against the tree.

<-----Here are some girls excited about Damien Rice!!!

<----Not really sure if Adam is excited, or just weird. And I am pretty sure Christina was just laughing at Adam! :)

<-----Random art/sculpture I saw on my walk home yesterday. If you can't tell, it is made up of real canoes and kayaks!

Ahhh the city life

2006-07-27T19:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a GREAT day. I ran home after work to change and grab a blanket, then back on the subway to meet my friends at Central Park's Summer Stage. They had gotten there really early, so they had a great spot right on the fence line. Damien Rice and Fiona Apple were giving a benefit concert for the park, and tickets were $50. But, it was also an outside concert, so you could get right up to the fence line and hear just as well as anyone inside the fence, with a lot more room! We were sitting in a field of wood chips, which wasn't the most comfortable thing ever, but we had our own tree, and that proved to be a nice back rest. Before the concert we told stories of the day, and started a game that was really just an elaborate way to people-watch. When Damien came on, I sat, captivated by his voice. I could really listen to him all day long. I have often said that he has the best break up music, but without the sad memories. He played all my favorites, and the songs I didn't know I still enjoyed. In between Damien and Fiona, a guy came and sat on the other side of our tree. We were trying to make up a story for him, when we realized he was writing in a journal. Valerie thought it would be funny if we could so what he was writing, so Christina acted like she was posing for a picture, but really Valerie just zoomed in behind her and got a slightly fuzzy shot of what he was writing. We couldn't make it all out, but it was something about wanting to write a song in a basement with beer. We for whatever reason, got a really big kick out of that. Slight invasion of privacy, yes. But funny all the same.

After the concert, we stopped at Tasti Delight for ice cream. Mary, you would have loved it. We walked in, and proudly hanging on the wall was a certificate with pictures announcing that this was THE Tasti Delight featured in one of the episodes of Sex in the City! Crazy. The ice cream was so good on the hot summer night after a great night in the park with amazing music. I couldn't imagine anything better!

Today I had my own city adventure. One of my (very random) goals of the summer was to walk home from work. Let me clarify by saying that I work on 120th St. and live on 11th St. It took me two and half hours, but I made it! By the time I got back, I was so proud of myself! So to celebrate Emily, Michelle, Margaret and I went out for ice cream! (sense a pattern? :) My only other (very random) goal of the summer is to order Chinese take-out at 4am. We plan on accomplishing this goal tomorrow night! (since we can sleep in on Saturday)

It is still hard to believe that this is my last weekend!! I have a lot to cram in just a few days!!

Branching out

2006-07-25T16:53:00.000-07:00

Ok...here goes...

I have started something new. I am a little nervous about sharing, but I am learning to conquer my fears this summer. I learned to navigate the subway, and I am yet to get a heel stuck in a grate, so surely I can share a little more of myself....

I have been feeling the need to dig a little deeper, share a little more of who I really am. Pictures and funny stories are all well and good, in their place. That is what this place, this blog, has become. That was not the original intention in its creation, but that is what it is now, and I am glad to have a place to share my life in pictures and stories with family and friends all around the country. But I still have that desire to share something a little more, dig a little deeper. So I created Walk with Me. A new site, where I can freely share what I am learning, how I am growing, ask questions, and hopefully learn from you, my friends. I want a space, seperate from this, that is a little more serious, and more intentional about growth and intelligent conversation. So, in honor of the way I have learned to learn, I invite you to Walk with Me. I am not giving up on this site. I will continue to post and share, so please continue to check in. But for those who are looking to know me a little deeper, for those who want to help me grow, who want to share and to learn, come on over and join me in a little walk.

The beginning of the end....

2006-07-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

It is hard to believe, but one week from today, I will be boarding a plane for Florida. My time in New York City is quickly coming to a close. As I skim back through my first few posts, I am amazed at the way my attitude toward this city has shifted. I know it is by the Grace of God that I have opened my heart to this city. He graciously provided new friends and the courage to keep moving, even when I just wanted to stay in my room and dream of Kentucky. (and that is SO not like me!) I am almost sad that my time is coming to a close so soon. The friends that I have made through the US2s are becoming like family - as living in such close quarters can tend to do. We have enjoyed many adventures around the city and good meals that I probably shouldn't have been able to afford. =) Our conversations have ranged from religion to nature, from coffee to children. They have opened their arms and welcomed me into their group, and for that I am eternally thankful. I know that they have made my time in NY enjoyable.

And aside from the friends, I am beginning to actually enjoy the city. Nothing will ever take the place of living in beautiful country, but I have found a place in my heart for this city as well. There is so much to offer here: the museums, the street vendors, the free concerts (Fiona Apple and Damien Rice tomorrow!!!), and fascinating people watching. I have almost gotten used to walking out of my door in the morning for work and seeing my own street taken over by movie makers (today marks the third time I have had to stay out of the way of camera cords and director's chairs). For the first time, I saw the beauty in the city at night, all of the buildings glowing together to create an image that was breathtaking. I have created a routine: my subway commutes offer down time to read or people watch; the late afternoon warmth surrounds me as I take my run along the Hudson River, running towards the hope that the Statue of Liberty offers; dinners in restaurants often smaller than the subway car I was just on, with waiters who speak a handful of languages; weekends spent enjoying the tourists spots in the city, trying to blend in like I belong. And I am finding that I do belong. Almost daily now, I am stopped by someone and asked for directions, and usually I can help. The fruit vendor by the subway I use in the morning recognizes me now, and tips his hat every morning as I walk by and offer a smile. I have even gotten (mostly) used to getting up early in the morning for work. Even on weekends my body has grown accustomed to the routine and wakes well before my alarm.

And yet I am ready to return home. I still miss my bed and my pillow, my puppies and our yard, my boyfriend and my life in Kentucky. So it is a bitter-sweet moment to realize, with only 7 days left, I am ready to return to life as I knew it, yet not quite ready to give up life as I now know it.

The weekend

2006-07-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

<-----Saturday Valerie, Tyler, Margaret, Emily and I went to the MET

<----We enjoyed exhibits of Roman and Greek statues, strange Euporpean costumes, and my favorite, Japanese Art.

<---After that, we braved the rain to head up to the northern tip of Manhattan to visit The Cloisters. It is a mesuem branch of the MET, devoted to the art and architecture of the midevil Euporean Church. There were mini-chapel (such as this one) and rooms of relics and art.

<----Sheltered from the rain in one of the cloisters.

<---That night we went to Cosi's for dinner.

<---I was super excited to learn they had S'mores for dessert!!!!

<----Another shot of the cloisters.

<----Yesterday we worshipped at Riverside Church. It was AMAZING. The presence of God was so real and so near, that when I was leaving, the pastor stopped and thanked me "for the sunshine on your face."

It was a great weekend!!!

Singing in the rain

2006-07-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

Ok, so seriously, last night was the most fun I have had since being in New York. After work, Harris, Christina, Tyler and I decided to brave the UNBEARABLE heat to go hear the Philharmonic give a free concert in Central Park. We stopped at a little local deli along the way and had our sandwiches made the real New York way - by a man that didn't speak a lick of English - just pointed to the different meats and cheeses while we nodded or shook our heads. By the time we got to the park around 7:45, the place was packed! The concert was being held on the Great Lawn, and if I had to guess, I would say there were probably 20-30,000 people there, no lie. Everyone was spread out on blankets with picnics and candles (probably somewhat illegal in the park!) So we found the only spot we could, a good distance off to the right where we could barely see the stage, and laid out our feast of deli sandwiches, trail mix and a $3 bottle of wine - complete with styrofoam cups. (only in New York do the corkscrews cost more than that wine!)

<------ Here we are, (l-r) me, Harris, Christina and Tyler, enjoying being outside in the ridiculous heat! (did I mention that it was hot - it was 90 degrees at 8pm!!)

<----- Harris showing off, Christina laughing at Harris, and Tyler looking at the ice cream truck he just noticed.

The orchestra was cool. There were times it was hard to hear, but we had a blast, telling stories, playing games and enjoying being somewhere we could just relax. After the show was over, there was a great fireworks display. I am not kidding when I tell you that the fireworks last night were far better than most 4th of July displays I have seen in my lifetime!! As soon as the fireworks were over, and everyone had clapped and cheered, there was a mass exodus towards the subway. I want you to get a mental image of this: Imgaine 20-30,000 people all moving in the same direction, with blankets and coolers and baskets and chairs and strollers and the occasional bike...all trying to squeeze through the same narrow pathway that led to the west side subway, all while holding hands with everyone in their party. As if not is not funny or frustrating enough, the sky decided that very moment would be prime for letting its bottom fall out. There was little warning - a loud clap of thunder, and then a torrentail down-pour!! The four of us just looked at each other and laughed.

<----a slightly fuzzy shot of the fireworks over the Manhattan sky line.

By the time we made it to the street, we were soaked and laughing. We were watching way too many people try and squeeze their way into one subway tunnel and so we decided instead of taking the crowded train at 86th, we would walk down to 59th and catch the train there. So we walked the 17 blocks in the pouring, now chilling, rain. We ran like little kids, stomping in puddles, while this little 7 year old boy beside us looked at us like we were crazy. It was so fun to be out in the rain, and to just not care!!

<----Here we are, soaked and grinning, in front of the Trump Tower

Tourist pictures

2006-07-17T13:14:00.000-07:00

<---- The Imagine Memorial - a tribute to John Lennon in Strawberry Fields, Central Park. There are fresh flowers (and sometimes bagels) placed there every day!

<----- Time Square (duh)

<----- Two fabulous looking tourists! Leslie and I before the show.

<---- Enjoying A Slice of New York after the show...yum!!!

<-----This is all that is left of the old tree that shielded the church across from the WTC blasts

<----Good (and new) friends - Jen and Leslie

A Tourist Weekend

2006-07-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

<---- Chillin' the the man-voiced Lady Liberty -me, Jen, Leslie and Chad

My good friends from Kentucky came to visit me this weekend!! And they drove. 11 hours. How is that for being a good friend!?

Leslie is good at a lot of things: singing and making people laugh just to name a few. But her real secret hidden talent is bringing out the tourist in those around her. She is a tried and true tourist herself - if it were 1985 she would have no problem wearing the brightly printed shirts with a fanny pack and huge sunglasses. (well, it may not be 1985, but she still wears the huge sunglasses!) And what is so fun about her, is without being pushy, she brings out the hidden tourist in us all. I think we covered the ENTIRE island of Manhattan this weekend. ON FOOT. No lie. We walked all over Central Park. We saw the Great Lawn, the Lake, Strawberry Fields (the John Lennon memorial), and Shakespeare Gardens. We learned that even though it looks cool, a rickhaw ride around the park is $50 and those beautiful horse drawn carriages are $35 (per half hour, per person!) So we walked.

We stood in Times Square, overwhelmed by the neon lights, honking horns, getting knocked over by the masses of people. The smell of hotdogs and pretzels and the sounds of 15 different vendors flooded our senses. There was a short period that we got stuck in a web of pamphleteers (for those of you who don't know what a pamphleteer is: they are the people on the streets handing out flyers for anything from comedy shows, discounts at local stores, church tracts, and surveys. These people stick the flyer in your face, if you lose and make eye contact, or worse yet, take their flyer, not only do they bombard you with questions and their pitch, but every other pamphleteer within 15 yards sees you are a sucker, and swarms in on you, until you are surround and can no longer see the street.)

We spent an afternoon at Ground Zero, amazed by the memories and personal memorials that line the inside of the church across the street. The church itself has an amazing story. Located not even 100 yards from the Twin Towers, it was the only building on the block that was not damaged by the blasts. Not even a single window was chipped. The only thing that fell was a 150 year old tree in the front lawn, that served a shield from flying debris. The church became a refuge for volunteers and victims alike. It was incredible to be standing in such a place of sorrow and hope. It made me very appreciative for the people in my life who have always been there, supporting and loving me. (Let me just take a moment now to both honor the fallen and to let those who are a part of my life know that I love you and appreciate you for what you mean in my life.)

After Ground Zero, we made our way down to Battery Park and The South Ferry, which would have taken us to the Statue of Liberty, if we had time. But our day was running short and our feet were close to falling off, so we settled to enjoy the view from afar and then headed back to get ready for the evening.

We had purcashed half priced tickets the day before to see Alter Boyz. By the time the show was over, my cheeks hurt from laughing so hard. If anyone has an opportunity to see this show, it is a must! The musical was spoof of a religous boy band, and it had me crying I was laughing so hard.

It was a great weeked full of NYC adventures, incredible site-seeing, lots of pictures and sore feet. Thanks Leslie for being a great tourist, and dragging us into your world!

Birthday Wishes!!!

2006-07-11T11:14:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Stephanie!!!!!!

City Friends

2006-07-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

Last night the US2s and I went out in search of Sushi and Ice Cream. We found a great sushi place that advertised $22 all you can eat sushi. While that is WAY to much rice and seaweed for this girl, Harris was all about trying to eat them out of fish and roll. I discovered that sushi in NYC is WAY cheaper than anywhere else I have ever eaten. When a California roll in Kentucky cost $6 - it is only $3 in New York. In fact, the most expensive, non-speciality, roll I saw was only $6.50!! Impressive and exciting!

Here Harris is owning up to a bet. We were all pretty disgusted as we watched him take a full shot of Soy Sauce. (notice Christina (L) and Margaret's (R) grimiced expressions. I am pretty sure our waitress thought we were nuts.

After sushi we went in search of ice cream. Instead of going back to Cones (see previous post) we decided to test the city's other ice cream parlors. We made our very round-a-bout way to Mary's Dairy.

Here Tyler is getting friendly with the Miss Mary Dairy herself.

We decided that while Mary's Dairy did have a fun atmosphere and good ice cream, it wasn't the city's best, and didn't even come close to Cones. Having tried two other ice places during my own previous adventures, I think it may be safe to assume that Cones does indeed have New York City's Best Ice Cream.

In other news, I have been discovering all kinds of great music in the city. The man that played at Central Park on Saturday (again, see previous post) - turns out his is the "most famous guy in New York that no one knows." Feel free to check out That Guitar Man. He has made a living playing "The Hill" at Central Park since 1992! I think he might very well classify as the city's best troubadour, with love songs about city such as Lost on Bleeker Street (the street that I life right off of), The Heart of New York City and Singin' in Central Park.

I have also discovered a new favorite female artist, Kirsten Thein. Mary, Valerie, Stephanie: you ladies should definitely take a moment to check her out - I think you will be impressed.

I think that is all the update I have for today, now that I have used the better half of my lunch break! =)

more pictures

2006-07-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the pictures that I couldn't share last week for whatever reason, with a few extras added from this week:

<----- Chapel of Sacred Mirrors

<---- The Castle in front of Turtle Pond
at Central Park

<----- Just a cool picture of Central park with a cityscape background

<----- Recognize this walkway? It is in pretty much EVERY movie ever that has anything to do with New York

<----- The stairs at Central Park leading down to the lake (another movie favorite)

<---- Random Jazz trio in the park

<----In case it is too hard to read:
"On this bench V.L. will one day propose marriage to H.R.H."

<---- "And she will one day say yes."

Does that sound like a threat to anyone else?

2006-07-10T07:47:00.000-07:00

And welcome back from the weekend! The weather in New York was wonderful this weekend which left a lot of time for exploring. Even though the US2s are here now, they had training during the day all weekend.

Friday after work I spent the better part of the warm afternoon down by the Hudson River enjoying my book. After I had enough lounging around I went for a run along the water front. I went a different direction than I normally do and ending running with the Statue of Liberty in view! That night the US2s and I went to Cones - which has a reputation for being the city's best ice cream. As an experienced ice cream/gellato/sorbet judge, I have to give Cones 2 sticky thumbs up. They give very generous scoops of their creamy goodness on homemade waffle cones. I don't know about the ciy's best - only because I haven't tried all the ice cream in the city. This girl is on a limited budget you know!

Saturday I walked down to Union Square, about a mile from where I live, and enjoyed a Farmer's Market. Before I could even make it into the market though, this young man with a clipboard and a mission cornered me, trying to guilt me into sponsoring a needy child. I explained to him that I already have two children that I sponsor. Listen to his reply, "Well, I would like to believe you...." I was so offended!! Really? That is your best tactic at trying to get me in with your organization...to call me a liar? Needless to say, I walked away guilt free towards the apple stand.

After the Farmer's Market I decided to explore a little more of Central Park. This time I went in on the South side (normally I go in on the west side) - which put me right at one of Trump's Towers! I had a great afternoon walking around, discovering playgrounds, the Chess and Checkers House, a massive carousal, and a few really great performers. One group were comdian-acrobats. They had me in stiches I was laughing so hard. The next guy I found was this middle aged man, standing under an umbrella of shade provided by a weeping willow. He had been there since 12:30, and I didn't discover him till about 4:30 - he was just siging, taking requests and enjoying his job. There were probably nearly 100 people gathered around, laying on blankets, enjoying his soothing voice as the afternoon cooled off. It was so relaxing to be sitting in the park, in front of a lake (pond really), listening to guitar.

Sunday I went to Forfront Church. I have to admit that this is the first church that I have been to since I've been here that I really felt comfortable in. While the other churches I have been to have been unique and interesting, this one felt more like a church home, rather than a tourist spot. I really enjoyed being there. After church I got off the subway at Grand Central Station and found a great Street Fair. This city is famous for these street fairs that last for nearly 10 blocks. Vendors are there pushing everything from clothing and linens, to scarves and jewlery, to handcarved wooden figurines and blown-glass. There is a smoke coming from the vendors selling greasy pitas and a sent of tart from the fresh squeezed lemonade. You can hear music in about 5 different languages and hear little girls tugging their daddies hand saying "Puhleeese can I have this!?" It is such a fun experience.

After the fair I went and walked around the Grand Central Station Termanal. It is very impressive and ornate.

Last night the US2s and I all went out to dinner at this great Italian restaurant around the corner from where we live. The inside was bright and inviting, and the food was awesome. This place was also boasting Sangria Sunday - $1 Sangria with your meal - can't beat that!! Last night was the first time I have gone out to eat since my first two days here, so I was really excited to be in the company of people my age, eating at a sit-down restaurant. After dinner we went back to the house for some exciting, and near fatal, games of Spades and Egyptian Rat Screw.

I great weekend all and in all. I am looking forward to a visit from some Kentucky friends this weekend, as well as getting to meet up with my cousin Mary Grace.

My Weekend - part 2

2006-07-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

So, it is kind of hard to believe that, even though I am still posting about LAST weekend, it now the weekend AGAIN! I love holidays!! And half days! (our office is now going to half days every Friday - can't beat that!!) So, here is a quick summary of what I couldn't post about last weekend:

Saturday I went to the Chapel of Mirrors.
Don't be deceived - COSM is not an actual chapel. And it doesn't really have anything to do with mirrors. Located near the docks in this old run down building that smelled like shrimp in the elevator, COSM is a gallery of Alex Grey's artwork. Grey has done a lot of artwork for albums such as Tool and Nirvana, and well as had his artwork featured in Newsweek and on the Discovery Channel. His artwork is so different than anything I have ever experienced. And it is certainly an experience. The gallery was only two rooms, and I was there for nearly two hours. There was a very spiritual aspect to his art, and some pieces were very telling of our world today (what could or should be vs. what it is). If you get the chance, I would recommend checking him out. But be sure to have an open mind!

Saturday night I was walking around the village, mostly in search of ice cream, when I was heavily persuaded to come to a comedy show (the guy selling the ticket was talked down from $15 to $7 to get in, AND he bought my ice cream!) Some of the comedians had been on SNL, MTV's Yo Mamma (which I don't really think that is a title I would boast) and the Chappell Show. It was a pretty funny evening, but nothing was as funny as the guy I was talking to after the show, Matt, one of the comedians. We were chatting for about 5 minutes when he leans in and says, "So, can we make out yet?" I just kind of stared at him. "Too soon?" he asked. Yeah, too soon buddy.

Sunday I went to The Brooklyn Tabernacle! It was INCREDIBLE!! I went for the Gospel service, and two hours later I was sad they were done. Listening to the choir gave me goose bumps that I thought were going to pop right off my arm!! Worshipping there was definitely one of my life's greatest experiences thus far! While there, I met this family, the parents had been missionaries to Brazil and they were here in NY to move their daughter, Lauren, up for her four week internship. They admitted she didn't have a place to live yet, and I told them about the Alma House. Hopefully that will work out for her to reside there while she is doing her internship. She and I decided since we were the only other people we knew in the city we would have to get together again soon. See! Church gives you friends! =)

A quick update on this short week:
The new US2 Missionaries have arrived at the Alma House!! This is really exciting because that means for the remainder of my visit, there are people my age living in the house. I met most of them last night, and they all had that same overwhelmed look in their eyes I am sure I had for the first two weeks I was here! There is one guy from Nashville, another from Birmingham, and a girl named Valerie from Texas!!

Last night I went to go see my first show of the summer. My boss had free tickets to go see Hot Feet - and its a good thing they were free. The show was alright - lots of modern dance and music. Not really my thing. All the music was Earth, Wind and Fire tunes - and the guy in front of me was throughly enjoying himself! But the highlight was at the end, where Earth, Wind and Fire - live and in person, came out on stage and sang a couple of songs! (I thought the guy in front of me was going to have a heart attack!)

That's all for now. I am still having techincal difficulty getting pictures up - so I am going to try to put them in a seperate post. Have a good weekend!!!

My weekend

2006-07-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

Happy 4th of July everyone!!!

I had a great 5 day weekend!! The weather up here was wonderful so I got to do a lot of exploring.

Friday I went to the Museum of Natural History.

The place was HUGE!!! 5 stories of incredible exhibits and fascinating things to learn. Did you know that on Mars I would only weigh 56 pounds, while on any given Neturon Star I would weigh well over 2 trillion pounds!!!!!

They had one floor totally dedicated to people groups. It was awesome to see art work and read about different wedding tradition from around the world and throughout time.

(I am skipping Saturday and Sunday because some of my pictures won't show up - so I will try again on a later post)

Monday was SO beautiful that I had to go back to Central Park. I have found this great spot, Turtle Pond, that is quiet and peaceful. It is right behind the castle. So I spent the day relaxing, reading, tanning and just enjoying being outside.

I guess I ended up spending a little TOO much time outside, because I ended up with quite a burn on my back and arms. But it was so nice to be in a park (with REAL grass) enjoying what little nature the city has to offer.

Tuesday started out as a bust. I had planned to go out to Coney Island to see the International Hot Dog Eating Contest!!! Unfortunately, I got my times mixed up and the train took forever, and by the time I got out there, they were already tearing down the stage!!! I decided to try and make the best of it, thinking a hot dog and a little time on the beach would be nice. After standing in line for 45 minutes for my one little $3 hot dog (standing next to these people with absolutly horrid Jersey accents!!! They were driving me nuts!), I was disappointed at the pier when I couldn't even see the water!!! There was such an incredible amount of people on the beach that you couldn't see past the bright umbrellas and bobbing heads to actually see the water (or even really the beach for that matter). I decided to call Coney Island a flop and get on the train home. Wouldn't you know it, as soon as I got off the train, it started pouring down rain!! So, I was stuck walking 7 blocks home in the rain with no umbrella.

Thankfully, the rest of the day didn't turn out as poorly. I had met a really nice family from India that is also staying in the Alma House. So the four of us met up together and walked down to the Hudson River Park (remember, fake grass...) to watch the fireworks. Turns out we had the perfect spot!!! From where we were, we could see 5 sets of fireworks!! We saw two from Jersey, one from the Statue of Liberty, and then the two Macy's productions. So all in all we had an hour and 15 minute firework show!! It was pretty awesome. Sadly none of my pictures turned out, so you will just have to trust me on how great they were!

All Things New

2006-06-28T13:15:00.000-07:00

So, since I've been here in the great NYC for all of two weeks (as of tomorrow at least) I have done a little reflecting, and have realized that I have a lot of things now that I didn't have two weeks ago. (I could list the things I no longer have - access to my puppies, friends, boyfriend, bed, car, or nature in general) But this is supposed to be a happy post, so I am listing the things I DO have now - some things I honestly never expected to ever have!

I have:
1) A New York City address!
(275 W. 11st New York, NY 10014 for all you snail mail writers!!)
2) A commute to work
(which was very scary at first - the subway that is - but now I do believe I am quite used to it! In fact, I use my subway time to read which is a great way to start off my day!)
3) An office
4) An office with a VIEW
(see previous post)
5) My own work phone line
(I don't think I should necessarily post that number for all the free world to see - but if anyone is interested in calling at work, let me know - I have my own line I can answer!)
6) Blisters on my feet from ridiculous work shoes and the hike I have to make to and from the subway.
7) A job with a purpose.
(Ok, so this may only be an internship, and sure, other jobs before have had purpose, but here I am creating resources that will be used by the Global Methodist Church!! I created a power point presentation that will be used as an introduction for a speech on the latest UN Millennium Goals in Seoul, Korea in two weeks!! I think that is pretty exciting!)
8) Access to resources that I never knew exsisted but would have been OH so helpful on papers I have written over the years.
9) A subway pass
10) Access to a city full of culture and musuems and music
11) A view of the Empire State Building from my room
12) The opportunity to meet missionaries from around the world!
13) A whole new waredrobe for this "real job"
14) Free time.
(I have always been in school - night times have always been filled with studying. Now, I have a job that, when I am done for the day, I am done for the day! I can go home, relax, and read WHATEVER I want!!)
15) A running route along the Hudson River
16) I am soon to have incredibly awesome leg muscles from all the walking I do around here!
17) Good friends that call, text message, and email to check up on me.
(You guys don't know how much that helps!!!)
18) A great bakery right across the street from a great bookstore, just a few yards from my door
19) The opportunity for some really cool pictures
20) A great beginning for a book/short story....

"I wanna be where the people are..."

2006-06-26T13:23:00.000-07:00

"I wanna see, wanna see them dancing!"

Oh, and dance they did!

Saturday, one-day-pass-friend Kandis and I adventured out to Coney Island. When we got there we were delighted to find out that day they were having the 24th Annual Coney Island Mermaid Parade!!! I love parades!!

This is a painting of a mermaind eating a hotdog -how appropriate!

Sorry for the chaotic nature of this post. Blogger is being silly and at risk of losing my pictures all together (which is just incredibly frustrating) they will just have to be slightly out of order

Apparently, I learned on Saturday, Coney Island is where they host the International Hot Dog East Contest every year, on the 4th of July! We watch those eating contests at work every now and then - it is amazing to watch some of those people! The worlds record for most hot dogs eaten is 38 for the women's division, and 53 1/2 for the men's division!! The guy who holds the record is this little bitty Japanese man! Crazy!!

The parade was a lot of fun. It was long - lasting nearly and hour and a half. There were step dancers, kazoo bands, children dressed up like mermaids.....

Pirates doing really cool balancing acts.....

(this just adds to the debate that Pirates are way cooler than Ninjas....I mean, who ever heard of a Ninja parade? Boring! And look, you get a sword, and there are mermaids, and music..so fun to be a pirate!)

Random: this is a picture of Coney Island and the beach from the super cool Ferris Wheel we rode before the parade started....

And a better view of the previously mentioned super-cool Ferris Wheel - the Wonder Wheel! What makes this one cooler than all the rest? The cars in the middle of the wheel? They are on a seperate track from the outside cars, and the move and shift all over the wheel during the ride.

And now back to the parade.

More she-pirates balancing real swords on their chest. Earlier they had them on their heads, but the crowd kept getting in the way of my pictures!

This is me, a real-live mermaid, and one-day-pass-friend Kandis - after the parade. The reason this is the only picture of a mermaid on this post (other than the children) is because this is a PG rated site, and most of what we saw by way of mermaids that day would not have been legal outside the confines of a parade!! We saw more pasties (or lost pasties) on more middle aged women than I really ever hoped to see. The younger mermaids opted for no-pasties and just merely painted themselves the part instead. And yet others just didn't even paint. It was crazy!!

But all in all - Coney Island was a lot of fun. I, of course, ate a hot dog. We enjoyed a lively parade, and I learned something about mermaids: Anything goes. Man, woman, child, old, young, fat or drunk - anyone can be a mermaid. My favorrite mermaid...ahem...merman, was this middle aged man, covered in tattoos (nearly full sleeves and a lot of chest and back work as well), with two little pasties! Like I said, anything goes!!

Welcome to the Big Apple

2006-06-23T10:12:00.000-07:00

So here I am, in the City. Working, living the dream...but wait, I forget what dream it was that I was supposed to be living...

Many people have asked me "So, do you just love it? Have you made a ton of friends already?" And it is time to be honest - No. Not that I hate it - it is just completely different than what I thought it would be like. Living here, by myself, is taking some getting used to. The first full week of learning everything new was not a very easy transition. The people, the places, the smells, the sounds, everything was different. I have found it difficult to make friends here for a couple of reasons.

One: In a city of 5 million people, people make it their personal goal of the day to make as little eye contact as possible. Its kinda hard to meet people when they won't even look at you.
Two: I work in an office with all middle-aged women who have homes and families.
Three: There is no one else within my age bracket living in the Alma House.

So, I can wander the streets all night, but if no one is making eye contact, I am not going to push some random chick off the curb to get her attention, in hopes that she will be my friend. Nathan suggested just going and hanging out in a bar or something to make friends there. So one night I went down to one restaurant that advertised Live Jazz with no cover. Only problem here, my one small Blue Moon was $7!!! So now it is expensive to make friends! Well, never fear friends, because as we all know, the Lord knows what we need even before we ask. Last night I learned that there were in fact some young people very close to my age, staying in the Alma house through this Saturday. And another group of people my age will be coming for missionary training July 7th-31st! So pretty much for the remainder of my summer, there will be people to get to know!!

This are the olds posts in Hudson River. I sit in front of them most afternoons on the fake grass and read, trying to get a little sun. =)

Tomorrow I have plans to go to Coney Island. That was something I had completely forgotten to even put on my list! But there is a girl here, Candance, who suggested going, so, my new one-day buddy and I are going Coney Island! Yay for plans! And hotdogs. And rides.

So, all of that to say, hopefully the days of feeling sorry for myself are over. I am learning my way around. I take a walk every night around my neighborhood, just to familiarize myself with the area (hoping to decrease the chance of ever getting lost!) Things are starting to look familiar. I have found some green. Right outside of my very own window.

So that is nice, not nearly as nicely as Kentucky, but it will do. And again, it is the weekend. And with things like a little more hopeful for the rest of my stay, I am actually looking forward to a great weekend.

By the way - this fella above, I still miss like crazy! It turns out a visit from him just isn't going to be possible this summer - which is a complete bummer. But, as everyone keeps telling me, the next few weeks will fly by and we can see each other before we know it. So that means anyone else who has mentioned that they might come visit me, they had better not back out! (Leslie, Vanessa, Nathan, Valerie, Mary!!!) =)

I know this post has been a little bit spastic, but don't worry, its over now. Hopefully tomorrow I will have some fun stories and pictures to share. Till then....

The View from up here

2006-06-21T10:12:00.000-07:00

While I still have a little lunch break left, I thought I would post a little bit about where I work. My office is located on the 13th floor of The Interchurch Center. This building was built in the 1950s with Rockafeller money on top of an old tennis court. The building was designed to house the city's major church and non-profit organizations. The dream was that this building would be a place where Christian, Muslim, Jew and anyone else inbetween could come together to work for the common good of the community and the world. Each floor holds a different faith or a different denomination. It is pretty cool to know that I am working within such close vacinity to so many who are just wanting to do good for the world!

Where I am specifically, I have my very own office, with my very own laptop, my very own view (well, maybe that isn't my very own - I kinda share that!) and my very own spinning chair! Yay for spinning chairs. I am surrounded by books - which is like a nerdy-dream come true. I am about half-way through organizing and catologing the library. When I finish this project (hopefully by the end of the week!) I can move onto the research part of my internship.

Ok, lunch break is nearly up. So I will leave you with a couple of pictures of the view from my office....

A random picture share

2006-06-20T09:45:00.000-07:00

This is where I live!! 275 W. 11th St. I know I'm home when I see the flowerboxes!! =)

See!! I told you that Kentucky sunsets are better!! This is the sunset over the Hudson River

My new favorite place, the very cool New York City Library!! "Books are my friends" (there is also a beautiful garden off to the side that I wasn't able to get pictures of yesterday due to some random concert)

A view from my room. Yup - that is the Empire State Building! It lights up at night, but unfortunatly, my camera won't take pictures that far! But on the weekends it is red, white and blue - how appropriate! (during the week the colors vary)

The mini-park by the Hudson River with FAKE GRASS!! How terrible is that!?!

How did she do that?!?!

2006-06-19T15:59:00.000-07:00

I watched this woman today sleeping on the subway. Not a bum, a buisness woman, worn out from her Monday, head banging against the cold metal wall of the train; oblivious to the furtive stares. "74th Street!" and she pops up without even a hint of the deep sleep she was in only moments before. New Yorkers are amazing!!!

Oh, and also, it doesn't matter which way I go walking and exploring, I always end up on Hudson St. Strange yet comforting.

Somewhat settled in

2006-06-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

So, I'm here in New York now and there are so many things to share I don't even know where to begin!! I wish I had access here at the house to download my pictures, but that will have to wait for a break during work. =) I am settled in the house - I am living in a house owned by the ministry division - they host conferences and traveling missionaries here. I am located smack dab in the middle of West Greenwich Village, which apparently THE place to be!! I spent the weekend exploring, taking in the sights, enjoying the local street fair and the sunshine. I found a little church today that I went to, and I will have to save that for another post. Let's just say I have never walked out of a service before. I am still processing some of the things that were said.

My work is good so far. The first week or so will be spent creating and organizing a resource library for the division of ministry to women and children. This means finding the books (which are scattered in about 30 different packed boxes!), organizing them on the shelves, and creating an annotated bibliography. This may seem boring, but it is pretty interesting to me, because I get to see all these books that would be useful in my own studies. Also, my advisor told me that if there are double copies of anything, that I am welcome to take them for my own use, or to take them back to the Asbury library! How awesome is that? The next part of my internship will include a lot of research. My advisor Marcia is working on developing a section of the library dedicated to women theologians, as well as developing a ministry plan to women and children of third world countries in crisis. So I will be researching work and programs that have already been done or implemented, and using that information to help her in her own studies and programming. This will also be highly useful for my own personal studies. There is also time alotted to going to different centers of interest, such as UNICEF, the UN and other ministry houses. So it should all be pretty interesting.

If you want to see where I am living, until I can post personal pictures, go here: http://gbgm-umc.org/umw/amh/aboutus.html

If you want to see where I work, go here: http://new.gbgm-umc.org/work/women-children/

I continue to appreciate all prayers and messages. If you are the snail mail sending type, I would love letters to be recieved at :
Liz Hooks
275 W. 11th St.
New York, NY 10014

Or any emails, blog messages or phone calls! =)

Till next time....

New York, New York

2006-06-14T18:43:00.000-07:00

So, I leave at the butt-crack of dawn tomorrow morning for a summer adventure in New York. I am a little overwhelmed, highly excited, a little sad, and compeletly worn out. So, before I go - just wanted to share some things I think I will miss about Kentucky, and things I will love in New York. I appreciate all prayers, emails, and phone calls this summer. Love you all!!

What I will miss:
-Kentucky sunsets - there is nothing like watching a larger-than-life orange ball sink slowly into the rolling horse farms here.
-The color green.
-Kris - I have grown so used to having him at my beck and call - being 10 hours away won't be easy.

-Doug and Dave - my very favorite, very high class, very gay, very comical regulars at the bar that come to see me at least twice a week.
-My puppies - enough said.
-My pillow - it is really the best thing in the world!

What I will love:
-A change of scenery
-Having a "real job" where I have to get dressed up for every day
-Buildings
-Travel options (I am going to be a three hour train ride from both Boston -aka Lane and Mary- and DC - aka Tripp-)
-The Muffin Shop - there is apparently this incredible muffin shop two blocks from where I will be living - three seperate people have told me to go there!

Pretty in Pink??

2006-06-03T16:03:00.000-07:00

(Amanda, Cassandra, Jessica and I at the rehersal)

Well, my morning started off as the sun was rising about 6am. After a quick shower, I went to pick up Jessica. We ran all over town, picking up dresses, dropping off tuxes, taking some cute pictures, and getting our hair done. I sweat the hairdresser used no less than 100 hair pins in my head!!! We got to the church early - so we had plenty of time to dress and eat a light snack. We had pictures before the ceremony, and then we waited anxiously in the side room for everything to get under way. I know that I was way more nervous than Jessica was - she was just this serenely beautiful bride, waiting for her father to give her away. The ceremony was quickly, but lovely. The reception was cute - with too much food.

(Myself and the bride moments before she walked down the isle)

The dresses were bright, the bride was floating, my hair was leaving a trail of pins, and the ring-bearer was a hoot. (Last night at the rehersal he kept walking down the isle yelling, "But why are you making me do this!?!" It was so funny!) All the stress, the planning, the eating, the running around, the exhaustion, the money, the time, the prayers, and the laughter....all came together to create a beautiful day to start off their new life together. I pray for and wish them all the best.

One day to W-DAY!!!

2006-06-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

The wedding festivites are well under way. There has been a lot of eating, running around Panama City and cleaning up.

Wednesday night the girls and I surprised Jessica with a dinner party. In high school Heather and I hosted the first Christmas dinner party as a Christmas present for Jess and Jessica. The dinner party became a tradition that we all looked forward to and dressed up for every year. Unfortunatly, with Jess in LA and myself in Kentucky, we haven't been able to get together these past three years. Our 6th somewhat-annual Dinner Party was a great success. The guys were funny, the girls were hot, and the food was surprisingly amazing. (Thanks Kris!) There were stories, lots of laughter, and great anticipation for the exciting journey Jessica and Shawn are about to start.

Last night was the 80's theme Bachelorette party. There was big hair, scary make-up, TONS of food and fun games. It was good for Jessica to just relax and have fun with some of her girlfriends. I personally was reminded why the 80s were a bad idea.

Today we have the rehersal and dinner. No big hair - hopefully. The day is so quickly approaching. I know Jessica is ready to be married, and I am ready to be able to focus on something else other than her wedding!! I am hoping to get to spend some time with my family on Sunday (I haven't seen them but for more than a few minutes since I've been here!)
Hopefully there will be more pictures tommorrow night.

Let the Wedding Festivities begin!!!

2006-05-31T10:01:00.000-07:00

It is wedding marathon week here in HOT Panama City, Florida. Playing the good maid-o-honor - I made the 11 hour trek from Kentucky in the middle of the night to arrive to fabulously swealtering weather. The remainder of the week and the weekend are to be filled with luncheons, dinners, parties, decorating, decorating, decorating, eating, helping Little-Ms.-Crazy-Bride (LMCB) keep from going crazy (or driving others there), and finally, standing up in front of a bunch of people I don't know, in a dress I wouldn't have ever have bought for myself except out of TRUE loyalty to LMCB, and watch as she cries her way through vows that will bond her forever to Mr.-Unbelievbly-Calm-Groom (MRCG). Then I get to toast the happy couple with sparkling cider, remove the afore mentioned hideous dress, and relax with some old friends and hopefully get in some family time as well.

So, if you are a well-wisher, wish me well. If you are a pray-er - goodness knows we can ALL use the prayers this weekend! If you are neither - well, keep checking back for updates and pictures.

Nate

2006-05-10T12:22:00.001-07:00

Alrighty guys - let's welcome Nathan to the blog-o-sphere!!!

So why is everyone smiling??

2006-05-05T18:24:00.000-07:00

Well...
Heather is smiling because she has the world's cutest kids!

Stephanie is smiling because she is going to have a baby!!!

Lane and Mary are smiling because they FINALLY sold their house and are moving to Boston!

Jon and Mechelle are smiling because they are super cool people and get to live in Nashville!

Jan is smiling because she is getting ready to graduate!

Nick is smiling because he has an amazingly beautiful wife and super cute puppy.

Squatbean is smiling because she has finally joined the blogging world and has the world's most loved Baby Bean!

And I am smiling because I have found an amazing (though somewhat hairy) man who treats me like a queen!!

This is Kris. And looks like he's going to be around for awhile. =)

Answer to prayers

2006-05-03T14:41:00.000-07:00

So...I want very much to tell you guys the answer to what you were praying for last week. But, I realized that this blog is read by some people with whom it would not be appropriate yet to share some of this information. I guess that is one of the downfalls of an online journal, so to speak. But I did want you to know that things are really good - "issues" are 98% resolved and the future holds some really exciting adventures. Just know that I am grinning all the time now. Thanks for praying - keep it up! =)

Ditto

2006-04-30T13:53:00.000-07:00

I am ditto-ing Stephanie's most recent post - if you are the praying type, I need you right now. I'll hopefully be able to post some more (exciting) details soon, but for now, just pray for wisdom and patience. The results of this prayer may be the outcome of a Liz you guys have never known before. *wink*

Pics from Cali

2006-04-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

Jess and I "cuddling" =)

The streets of Pasadena. I loved that you could have mountains and palm trees in the same view!

He totally asked for my number....=)

Fuller Seminary's campus

Leslie and I at Universal

Sunset at the pier

Leslie, Jess and I at Howl at the Moon
(Jess is trying to a finger-dance)

Leslie and I soaked to the bone, play the true-sport tourists at the Chinese Theater on our first day in Cali.

A prayer garden at Fuller

California sunset

Stories from the West Coast

2006-04-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

So I just spent the last HOUR creating this wonderful post, complete with pictures, about my trip to California. And my internet shut down! Booooo Internet Explorer. Sigh...so you guys are going to get the condensed pictureless version -- sorry.

When we arrived it was rainy and cold - not at all what we were expecting. We left Kentucky rainy and cold and had packed expecting warm and sunny. Needless to say, we spent most of the week in the same pair of jeans and sweatshirt. My dear friend from church and life group, Leslie, went with me so I didn't have to travel alone. We stayed with my friend Jess from high school. The week I moved to Kentucky, Jess moved out to LA to pursue an acting career, and we hadn't seen each other since the move. So it was great to get to see her and meet her AMAZING boyfriend Stud - I mean Stu. =)

We managed to hit all the major tourists spots. I think I had had let her, Leslie would have been decked out in a hawaiian shirt, orange shorts, and sporting a camera around her neck! hehe We spent a day at Universal Studios, which was fun, rode down the PCH (Pacific Coast Highway) through Malibu, window-shopped on Rodeo Dr. (where we went to Tiffany's and I tried on rings that cost more than my house!!). We spent an afternoon in Santa Monica, went to the pier, Hollywood Dr., the Chinese Theater, and we were even interviewed on the street by Dr. Drew for his new show on Discovery Health!! We also got to go with Jess to an audition, which was really cool. We ate everything from crepes, to sushi, to gellato, to the world's BEST pancakes! (not all at the same meal) Jess and Stu live three blocks from the beach, so Leslie and I tried desperatly to lay out - but it was SO cold that I couldn't stand it - my skin was literally turning purple! We got to spend a lot of time just haning out with Jess and Stu, and relaxing with them. It was wonderful to not feel rushed to class or work. It was a MUCH needed week of rest and fun.

On Thursday we made a trip over to Pasadena (about an hour north west of LA) for an interview I had set up with Fuller Theological Seminary's SIS program (School of Intercultural Studies). My advisor here in Kentucky had heard that they had recently created a study program focused soley on children in crisis (which for those of you who don't know is what I want to do with my life - work with children in crisis.) She was hoping that I could somehow get in on the ground level of this new program and help with the research and development of the program. I met with the head advisor, who for some reason thought I was there to apply for the doctoral program!! Yikes!! No way - at least, not for now! I am pretty tired of studying for a living. So once we got past that miscommunication, he told me about the program and what kind of positions they would be looking to create in the future. I told him about my upcoming internship in New York this summer and he got really excited. He told me to contact him in the Fall and we would talk more about possiblities of working with them.

So...California is an option. Who knew? But to be honest, I didn't really like California. For all the hype about how cool it is - I wasn't all that impressed. It was brown, WAY to crowded, and people were the complete opposite of polite. I am not closing any doors, but I know that if this job were to become an option, I would have to live in Pasadena. I didn't care for LA at all. Pasenda on the other hand was a pretty decent city - not too big, not at all small. There were mountains as well as palm trees! The city was set up so that everything was within walking distance. And I counted at least 7 hole-in-the-wall coffee shops - so I'd be set!! =)

Overall, the trip was a success seeing as how it is being graded on rest and recreation!! I was ready to come back home though. Even though it was STILL COLD here in Kentucky, everything was green and beautiful. I guess I am a Southern girl through and through.

Favorite story of the trip: One night, Jess, Stu, Leslie and I hauled it out to Hollywood to go to Howl at the Moon - a dueling piano bar. We were sitting up front, and as I said, Jess is an actress, and Leslie wishes she were. So they were all about getting up and dancing and interacting with the band. Stu and I tried to melt into the background (as you can imagine) but before I knew what happened, I was out on the dance floor!! (some how Stu didn't have to get out of his chair though!) It was so fun to just let loose and dance and sing and make a COMPLETE fool of myself. One of the piano players asked Leslie to sing Uptown girls, which she tried, but he forgot how it went, so she had a hard time following!! It was a fun night.

So that is the quick overview. If you want to hear more stories, give me a call or drop me an email! =)

Easter Hope

2006-04-16T12:35:00.000-07:00

HOPE FULFILLED

Good Friday -

2006-04-14T14:12:00.000-07:00

HOPE

Where's the sun?

2006-04-13T03:41:00.000-07:00

I just want it to be known that it is 6:41am. And I am yet to make it to bed. I have to be at school in 19 minutes. I am none to pleased.

My Little Brown Book

2006-04-10T18:48:00.000-07:00

I have a little book in my purse - it goes with me everywhere. There are two stickers that decorate the plain brown cover, "Remember" and "Wisdom."

Write this down so you remember, wouldn't want to forget. There are lists: things to pick up at the store, appointments to make, numbers to call, dates to put on the calender. Remember not to forget. If it is important, it is in the Little Brown Book. There are also stories to remember to tell. Oh the places I go and the things I would otherwise forget: "Remember when we were walking in Hollywood and we got stopped to be interviewed for the Dr. Drew show. Remember the guy that came in and sat at the bar who knew all about Patty Griffin. Remember how your own reflection nearly scared you grey." My Little Brown Book contains the stories I tell others. If I don't write them down, I'll forget.

My Little Brown Book has lines of Wisdom. Quotes from professors, parts of prayers, books to read, things to think and ponder later. When I'm in a rush, but God is prompting me to work through an issue, I write it down, and come back. There His words are, ready for me to process. There are the beginnings of about 6 different posts - one day they may make it off the pages of the Little Brown Book on to the bright white screen of the Web World.

But for now the pages stay safe and hidden in my purse. I can be found at coffee shops, in the airport, in my car, at work, in class, or flipping my light on in the middle of the night, reaching for my Little Brown Book, writing down the next Memory, trying to Remember what not to forget next.

California Dreamin'

2006-03-27T16:06:00.000-08:00

Well - I am off to Cali for 8 wonderful days!!! Keep me and my travels in your prayers. My friend Leslie is going with me - so I won't be stuck in the airport by myself. =) Expect great posts and pictures when I get back!!

Love you all!

The Great Pirate/Ninja Debate

2006-03-22T21:55:00.000-08:00

Ok, so I got such great amusement out of the Pirate-Ninja debate Nick, Lane and Mary were having, that I just had to join in myself. I took the question to work, and people were all about it! I haven't seen people that excited about anything since our last GM got fired!! Anyway, I took a quick survey people there, and came up with 6 Pirates, 5 Ninjas, and 2 undecideds. I asked one guy, "Logan, given the choice, would you rather be a Pirate, or a Ninja?" To which is literally almost competely collapsed on the floor, pulled himself up with a groan, and ran out of the room. I stood there with a couple of other people - we were all dumbfounded at his response. He ran back up to me and said very serious-like, "Oh, dude! No. Man! You don't even know what you just asked me!! That is like, oh, that is like the greatest question of my life!! Man! I have been trying to figure that out since I was little boy! You can't expect me to just answer! That is too much pressure! Man! Ahhh!" Wow is about all I can say to that...

Being slightly on the fence myself, I decided to get reasons for people's decisions.

The Benefits of Being a Pirate:
*It is like one big drunken fest
*There is always rum
*There is a sense of community that Ninjas miss out on
*They get a parrot
*They get booty (of both varities)
*They get to live on a boat
*They are always on the water
*Pirates just simply have more fun

The Benefits of Being a Ninja:
*They are more dangerous (which I guess equates with "cool")
*They are "stealthy" (Valerie - you aren't allowed to take off points for a direct quote!)
*They have cool clothes/They get to wear all black
*They are smarter
*The lifestyle is cooler
*They get to drink saki
*They are assasigns not murderes (meaning, they kill for other's benefits, rather than for their own benefit)
*They can kick a Pirate's ass

That all being said, I think I choose to be a Pirate. Growing up on the water, I know how good it is for my soul. And I've always wanted to be tan.....

Myfaceblogbookspace.com

2006-03-16T07:29:00.000-08:00

I know I missed the discussion on blogging vs. facebook vs. myspace earlier this week, so I am starting my own discussion here. Call me hopelessly addicted, but I have to admit that I have one of each. Wait wait, don't leave, let me explain! There is good in each - it is a way for me to connect with different worlds.
Blogs: Here, I connect with my "college world" - Stephanie, Lane, Mary, Nick, Valerie, Heather, and a few new ones added in for fun. Here we have the rants and lively discussions that I know would be just as humerous and/or insightful if we were all sitting at McCalister's (which I miss so much by the way - they don't have one in Lexington.) Here I can read daily updates of people I love, but get to see maybe once a year. You all were very formative in my life, and so being in the blog-sphere and having the chance to reconnect with a lot of you is super important and exciting. The downfall - blogs are patterned little screens - you can choose from only a handful of backgrounds, and there is no venue specifically for pictures (unless you want to post directly in your blog, which I will do right here and right now - partly to prove a point, partly to show off my super cute pup)

Facebook: Another point of connect. Living in Kentucky I have met a whole new slew of friends, mostly through work. They pretty much all attend UK - and Facebook is the big deal. "Come Liz - every one is on it now!" If you will notice, those who facebook, (and yes, Facebook is both a noun and a verb) I have more "friends" from UK than I do pretty much all of the other colleges combined!! Not to say I don't have friend else-where, I mean, I am pretty loveable in many states, but mainly just because that is my way of connecting with people here. It is a great place to post pictures galore and catch up with people I see, but not necessarily on a daily basis. Downfall: It is limited only to those with a valid school address, which means I can connect only with the smart people I know. =) (just kidding)
Myspace: Enter world three - those who don't believe in blogs and don't go to school. They are a limited few, but they do exist. Honestly, I started a myspace because Kris wouldn't leave me alone. So I had an account so I could read his posts and see his pictures, but didn't actually do anything with mine until just this week. Now, I am fully decorated, have music in the background and pictures for browsing. While I know that the greatest downfall is how wide open myspace is for pervs and the like, and everyone and their mom has a myspace, it does have its good points as well. I love that I can search music on here. It gives me the opportunity to discover new music - a gift I always took for granted when living near Stephanie and Mary (new find: Kate Laurel Smith - wow!) I can just type in Patty Griffin, and see who lists her as great, then see who else they have listed. I have spent my morning discovering some really talented ladies on myspace.

I think the important thing to remember here is that blogs, myspace, facebook - we can't allow them to become our lives. My friend Alice told me once, "If it ever gets to the point where I am checking your blog instead of calling you on the phone to see what is going on, then we have a problem." Yes, this world is easy and convient, but physical time will always trump time in front of a screen. Stephanie came to visit yesterday, and I can't think of time better spent then walking around (in the cold!) catching up, discussing in person the same things we bring up here. I love the community this has created, just, let's not forget that phone calls, letters in the mail and visits are WAY better. =)

So, here's to myfaceblogbookspace.......happy typing.....

Greatest Disappointment of my life....

2006-03-10T13:01:00.000-08:00

Honestly....Patty Griffin is coming to LEXINGTON!!!!! To the Kentucky Theater no less (one of the coolest venues this town has!) I have tickets - and what happens??? The stupid airline totally screwed up my ticket to California and has me coming back the DAY AFTER PATTY LEAVES!!! While I am not complaining about an extra day in Cali, I am competely and utterly disappointed to miss Patty AGAIN!! I may never get to see her!! =(

You all should be jealous!

2006-03-08T13:43:00.000-08:00

....because I got to see Heather yesterday!! She and Corey were here visiting Asbury, and I got to join them (somewhat illegally) for lunch, then I took Heather around town. After the 2 minute tour, we got a little time to catch up. =) Yay for old friends!!!!!!

Hurt

2006-03-05T20:41:00.000-08:00

First off, sorry to be so disconnected here lately. I feel like a puppet whose strings are being pulled in four different directions. (see previous posts) One of these days I'm lible to lose a wooden limb.

So let me just jump right in by telling you what is on my heart. What has been on my heart lately: people. Hurting people in particular. I have a friend who, out of respect for his privacy, I will call "J." For the past five months I have been walking alongside of him in the greatest trial of his life. I am not really sure why I was chosen to be this person, the listener, the comforter; but it is a reality I have humbly accepted. This situation is one like I have never experienced. I have had friends go through hard times before. I have played this role with them before. But never before have I felt another's hurt so deeply. I feel like I have internalized his pain, taken on his burden, in a way that causes me to hurt with him in such a deep way that I have rarely felt, even in my own pain. (and let me remind you here, I am an empathizer at heart) There have been times of weeping over him and for him. There was one night in particular when my prayer time for him failed to produce anymore words - only groanings in my spirit. There was such a call to intercession for him that I didn't have to have the words to pray, the Lord was directing my prayers and visions for him. That night the Lord used my desire for healing to minister through prayer. (that is another post for another time)

There have been times of questioning: questioning his own strength, God's character, love and hope. I didn't have the answers then. Now, in retrospect, I think that he wasn't so much looking for answers as he was looking for an avenue in which to vent his anger. He wanted to know that it was ok to cry and that it was ok to yell at God. I am pretty sure God can handle our anger. More than that though, I know that Christ is weeping with J right now. In as much as I feel J's pain, Jesus does even more - and it is breaking His heart. Knowing this, knowing God's heart for J in his suffereing, I just want to cry out, "No matter what season, no matter what circumstance, you are not alone. You are never alone!" Going through stuff like this could easily make one feel like God has abandoned us. I felt that to some extent when we went through the Fall in Alabama. I have heard other Christ-followers speak of the same feeling previously in their life. But what I learned, and what I have heard others echo (usually more eloquently), is that all bad things must come to an end. To everything there is a season, and in that, there is much grace.

In reading Genesis, we read the story about Joseph. Joseph found himself in a position of being lower than low. He was despised by his own brothers. So much so that they plotted to kill him!! They threw him down into a dry pit and were going to leave him there to die. A situation that you think can't get any worse. Then a rope dropped down in the pit. I can only imagine that Joseph thought, "Hope! A way out!" But when Joseph reached the top of the pit, he quickly realized that he was being rescued, only to be sold into slavery!! The story continues with more trials before his life is restored. But through everything, Joseph never lost his hope. He overcame the hoplessness of each situation and became a leader who later saved the lives of the very brothers who tried to destroy him.

Our circumstances can try to destroy us, but this isn't the end. It may seem like you've grabbed onto hope, only to be lifted out of the pit and sold into slavery. But Jesus offers hope for the hopeless, and rest for the weary. For J, the story is not over. It is not easy, but it is not over. God has not forsaken you J - I promise.

"I"

2006-03-02T14:57:00.000-08:00

I am: tired all the time
I think: so many things I never have the courage to express
I know: I am loved
I hate: my alarm clock
I don't: like my roommate's girlfriend
I can't: help it
I can: make a mean LIT
I will: finish reading the last three books I started
I won't: start anything else until I do
I miss: my dad
I fear: missing out on things
I feel: the presence of God more now than ever
I hear: the wind
I smell: like Tony Roma's
I crave: cheese
I wonder: how many times I will get lost on the subway this summer
I regret: not giving C.T. a chance this summer
I love: my little house
I dream: in color
I care: so much that sometimes it hurts
I always: brush my teeth before bed
I am not: hard-hearted, just cautious....
I believe: in God's Grace
I sing: like I don't know that I sing off-key=)
I smile: back at every child
I laugh: at my dogs when they play together
I collect: photo albums
I play: Soduku at work when my managers aren't looking
I write: things I know I am never going to share
I await: graduation day
I cook: for others
I trust: less than I used to
I intend: to study a lot more than I actually do
I search: for new houses all the time (product of my parents)
I look: at the glass half-full
I shout: in my car in the driveway when I'm frustrated
I whisper: prayers over people I work with everyday
I conquer: fears of insecurity and lonliness
I listen: to Patty Griffin when I am happy, when I'm sad, and when I miss my Alabama friends
I live: expecting

Quick update

2006-02-28T09:06:00.000-08:00

I know - I am a terrible blogger. And even now I am only popping in to give a quick update (aka string of excuses) for my recent lack of blogging. Here is my schedule: 8am class Tuesday-Friday (which is seriously a bad idea for me!), after which I go straight to work - often working closing doubles. Mondays are work/study days. I usually have Saurday morning off, but I use that time to study/clean house/play with my pups/have lunch with various and sundry people. I am always closing Saturday nights now. Sunday is my ONLY DAY OFF - which isn't really off - because I wake up early to meet some friends at church for coffee before service, then worship, lunch, home to study/clean/rest, then on to a wonderful evening with my fabulous small group!! In between all the classes and working, I am trying to maintain friendships old and new here, still giving leadership to the service committee on campus, trying to start a new religion discussion group at work, the occasional babysitting job, dealing with my crazy mom (dad if you read this - don't pass that part along - just tell her to back off about the boy-thing!), and spending the rare night off making an ex jealous. =) Sleep!? No, I only nap these days.
In answer to other questions: yes Mary, I decided to take the internship in New York this summer and I am SUPER excited about that. I start in June. (come visit!)
I do have something worth posting in the making - it is really personal and kinda heavy, but when its done I will post - promise. Till then.....

Snow

2006-02-12T13:46:00.000-08:00

I love the fact that it snows here. The beauty of God's creativity never ceases to amaze me.

IHOP

2006-01-09T17:09:00.000-08:00

So tomorrow Jan and I are heading out West - sort of. We are going to spend the rest of the week at IHOP (International House of Prayer - not Pancakes) with Brian and Stephanie. We are going to "get our Jesus on" as Brian says. =) I can not describe how incredibly excited I am!! This semester has been quite a journey, with many unexpected twists and turns, and I am ready to be in a place that I can just lay all my mess before the Master's feet and just listen. So be in prayer this week that I remain open with a listening heart and ears. I have a feeling this is going to be a life-changing week!!

Christmas pictures

2005-12-25T20:34:00.000-08:00

A few pictures from the Christmas celebrations so far:

Mom and Mike watching on

Mammo with her new gift

Dad playing horse with Gregory

Mammo and Morgan

Dad, Ali and me Christmas Eve

Hank and I

Celebrating Mike's birthday

Some of the damage in Vance's yard

Hank opening his stocking

Ben and Kara!

Christmas in Florida

2005-12-25T20:03:00.000-08:00

I just have to say that I am so very blessed with my family. Being so far away in Kentucky I miss out on a lot of the little things that go on around here: my brother's basketball games, Ryan starting school, my cousin's new house, visits with my grandparents. I always love coming home because I know that I am going to be surrounded with lots of people who just love me unconditionally. The great thing about having such a large family is that things are NEVER boring - especially around holidays!!

This particular Christmas has been one of many emotions. There was a sense of something missing as we celebrated last night and this morning with my mom's side of the family. But this year we were without a few loved members. Beverly, Austin and Ellen are serving the Lord faithfully in Albania, MaryGrace is in Vermont and Kate and Derek are still in Arkansas. We got to talk to a few of them on the phone, but it is not the same as having them here in person to hug and joke around with. Also, we were missing the woman who probably loved holidays and family more than anyone else I know, my grandmother. It has been over a year since her Alzheimer's has taken over and we had to place her where she could better, full-time care. We went out to visit with her yesterday - but it was so hard watching the vacant, abandoned look in her eyes. She didn't even recognize my mom this time. Then last night, we experienced the holy act of communion together as a family - one of my favorite traditions. This moment was especially meaningful to me coming off of the semester and particularly the last few weeks that I have. When we got back to Jody's house for the Christmas Eve feast - Ben brought in a sense of joy and excitement as he announced his engagement to Kara!!

Today was all-together different. We started off the morning with the typical child-like Christmas excitement, supressed by trying to be grown-up and cool. =) While opening presents we received a call from my cousin here in town saying that his grandfather (on his mother's side) has passed away last night. Not too long after that, we got a call from my uncle, my dad's brother, saying that his home had been hit by a tornado last night - his backyard was destroyed and the garage severly damaged. Feelings of sorrow for the passing of Dan, and frustration over the damage at Vance's house seemed to be very misplaced on this otherwise joyous day.

This afternoon as I looked around the lunch table, I was amazed at how all the cousins have grown up - we are successful, happy, growing people. What a blessing to be a part of this family!! Then of course, we experienced the joy of celebration - today is my brother's birthday!! As we gathered around him to sing Happy Birthday I remembered that Christmas morning 15 years ago when my mom and dad woke me up to do Santa at 5am so she could get to the hosptial. Now my little brother is not so little and Santa comes a little later in the morning.

So whatever you were feeling today: joyful, sad, lonely, confused, hurt, blessed, content - let us remember the greatest gift and emotion of all - peace. How thankful am I that Christ came as the Peace child - once on that night in a barn, and here recently in my own heart. Merry Christmas.

The Hike

2005-12-18T22:41:00.000-08:00

The old rocker slid slowly back and forth on the wooden porch. It was nearly sunset, and he sat back comfortably, with quiet anticipation. She would come, he knew she would. He had been waiting a long time.

The journey up was long. Rocks in the path stumbled her steps along the way. Sometimes the path was level. It was easy to tell where others had gone before her, footprints imprinted into the mud. The hike was not always hard; in fact, most of the time it was quite lovely. The trees that lined the path were a constant reminder that she was on a path not many choose to take. Some days were quiet, the wind rustling through the leaves blew peace on her journey. Other days, the storms shattered security and the canopy of trees offered little protection. The further up the hill she traveled, the fewer people she met along the way, until one day, she was all alone. It wasn't a frightening thought, hiking this trail alone. Just lonely. And harder. The hill became steeper, and the fog started to set in. A chill set in the air, making it difficult for the lungs to take a deep breath. Her legs were becoming weary, fatigue was setting in. It seemed as though she would never reach the top. There were times she stopped to rest, leaning against an old stump, the wet bark staining her clothes brown. The pack on her back was becoming heavier every day, and she regetted all the little things she had added along the way. Dusk was setting in, and the thought of darkness allowed fear to enter. From the distance she hear an echo throughout the hills..."Fear...not. Take....courage." Fear not. Take courage. She lifted her head.

He said the top of her head crest the hill. That was all he needed to see. The back of the rocker slammed against the wall as he lept from his seat, racing down the path to meet her. She was finally here! Her beloved had made it. All this time, all his anticipation, his pursuing and waiting, was worth it, because she had finally made it home! As he reached out to embrace her, he tossed her pack off, letting the objects that had weighed her down for so long on this journey be released. She was able to stand straight. All it took was one look in his eyes to know she was home, and that he had been waiting for her all this time.

"My beloved. You will never reach the top of the mountain on your own. Stay here with me, until it is time to continue your journey. Rest in my arms. Your journey has been long and hard, but no more. The fear of dark is gone, and the peace in knowing you are home can be in you now. Rest my beloved. Rest."

States

2005-12-06T18:25:00.000-08:00

I got this from Ciona's website - and since I LOVE to travel - I thought this would be an easy way to slide back into the blogging world....

Bold the states you've been to, underline the states you've lived in and italicize the state you're in now...
Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota / Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / Nevada / New Hampshire / New Jersey / New Mexico / New York / North Carolina / North Dakota / Ohio / Oklahoma / Oregon / Pennsylvania / Rhode Island / South Carolina / South Dakota / Tennessee / Texas / Utah / Vermont / Virginia / Washington / West Virginia / Wisconsin / Wyoming / Washington D.C. /
Go HERE to have a form generate the HTML for you.

2005-11-04T17:28:00.000-08:00

Kentucky Sunset

Beautiful Feet

2005-11-02T21:38:00.000-08:00

I have this memory from Guyana - it was Sunday afternoon, and our guide, Wavney, was going to take us to see a Pine farm (that is what they call pineapples). It was raining in the city, but as we drove over the mile long floating bridge, we reached an area far from the city life. Homes were simple, but proud. There was land behind them that was community land. These were a people who survived through blood, sweat, tears and pineapples. Generations of farming passed down to support one another. We met up with a man who was excited to show us his farm that he shared with his sister's husband. He beckoned us to follow down what we later called "The Muddy Mile." Warren lost a shoe in the mud, and April toppled over when she slipped calf deep in the mud, losing her balance. Rachel and I carefully navigated our way through the soft ground, through the brush, and finally out into the open. We listened as this man whose name I cannot now remember, but whose face I will not forget, passionatly told us how he made his living. He cut us a fresh pine, and we started our hike back to the van. As we approached our meeting place, Derek, our driver, saw us, and bid us to stop for a moment. Within minutes, he lead us to the side porch of a home where the husband and wife sat on their handmade woven slings, enjoying the fading day. We didn't know these people, but they generously offered their running water to wash our feet off. Derek got down on his knees, and one by one, began washing not only our feet, but our shoes as well. He found a makeshift brush and cleaned each sandal and shoe with great skill. When we placed our filthy feet in his caloused hands, we were humbled by the gentleness in which he performed this great act of humility and kindness.

A month ago in chapel, we had a lady come and speak about her experience ministering in Iran. She told the story of traveling from town to town, by foot or bike, meeting people, listening to their stories, loving them, and offering them God's love. She said, "Every time we started out for the next town, I would look down at my feet, worn and calloused, and think, 'I can't make it.' But then we would arrive in the next town, and the faces and hearts would greet us with such enthusiasm. I would look down at my feet again, covered in dust, and think, 'These are like Jesus' feet.' What an honor to have beautiful feet like those of my Master.."

I want to have beautiful, dust-covered feet. And at the same time, I want to posses the amount of humility it takes to get down on my worn knees, and take someone else's dirty feet in my hands and make them clean again. To share, and to love, to carry the Good News and to prepare the way for others. May the Lord make my feet Beautiful.

Pictures

2005-10-24T20:16:00.000-07:00

I have finally found a website that can host all the gazillions of pictures I take and allow anyone to view them. They are even put in neat little albums. So, here's to sharing!

www.picturetrail.com/papilio588